so im sitting here still up from last night. my chest feels heavy and occasionally hurts. the one drug i cannot seem to quit, even after promising myself i was done with drugs. this drug has hindered my potential more than any other. i despise it yet love it. the biggest mistake in my life was snorting that line that bitch gave me. 2nd biggest mistake was meeting my friend K, who i did it with the 1st day i met him, and did it with him last night. my use isnt as great as before, i dont stay up more than one night, and i know my limit. still, i hate it. kids dont ever try meth. u probly knew that already.
try one of the racetams... piracetam, oxiracetam, or aniracetam. it not only gives you your mental acuity back, but has reportedly been able to kick some addictions. otherwise, do searches for legal plants containing ibogaine. ibogaine will do the trick, for sure. it inhibits feedback transmission along the pleasure pathway.
What is the meth high like...i know it releases serious dopamine, so is it essentially just like super coke? I wont ever try it after watching the movie spun hahaha thats fucked up shit right there
well i havent done any since, was around 3 friends smoking it last friday and somewhere in me i wanted to do it but i knew it wasnt worth it. the high is like this: your high as shit for 4-8 hours, wide awake and if your not constantly moving your mind is racing. then you feel shitter than you've ever felt in your entire life for the next day. depressed, heart rate is increased so physical activity is reduced, its hard to eat, its just REALLY gay. the next couple of days are shitty too but you bounce back in 5-10 days. the kid i saw smoking it on friday, saw him sunday night and apparently he spent 100 bucks on the shit and was freakin out cuz he had work the next day and needed more. my old weed dealer does it constantly, he hasnt slept for 7 days in a row for over 6 months and is completely addicted. fortunately im not addicted and my use is based on stupid impulse.
