You ever get the feeling...

That you're so apathetic that you just go "Man, I really just wanna be a dinosaur or something when I grow up..." (no matter what your age... that's not relative), or something within those lines.

That's how I feel right now.

 

I've thought about being a dog. Keller explains it perfect. Gettin petted is an all day afair. Pets. they can do no wrong. Seriously though. You get told you're a good dog for shitting outside instead of on the carpet. All you gotta do in return is bark at burglars and be around. You can sleep all day, "spend some time with a chewy toy" ya kno that kinda thing

would ultra rule

 

AHHAH

henry, you totally just nailed it

 

Yeah, ahah.. I thoiught I replied to this last night, but I guess not.

 

i feel like that all the time.....well i'm a big day dreamer lol

it sucks that i can only experience being a Human and a girl :$

 

Sometimes i'm sure that my life is really what i'm daydreaming about ...


Maybe i live in a dream

 

thought*

 

Apathy calls for existential literature - it's a pretty good motivator.

Go read some Camus.

 

All the time, man. I don't think I really care about a damn thing anymore.

Its sad...but what could I do. Why even try to think about doing something about or for something when you're nothing more than a less-than-extremely-unimportant freckle on the world's face...sure, I care about a few people.... but that's about it.

Myself, I wish I could wake up each morning in a different place of history. Kind of like wanting to be a dinosaur...almost.

 

i'm currently reading sartre
aw i love existential literature
i think being a dinosaur in this day and age would be very productive

 

Yeah, that phrase has so many contexts. That was one I had in mind. Others a bit moreso metaphorical.

Like.. you know, I'd probably be content as a Kingergarten or pre-school teacher. It could be something to write about. Something to take peoples' minds off of all the bad things.

But... I'm going to be cooking now, though... thugh I really have an interest in biology. I don't really like anthro or the social part of that, as so many people seem to do that and marine bio. I like environmental and plant science, but... I could probably even go so far as saying I wouldn't mind an emphasis on international relations/history/or journalism.

But I like art and the ideas of sound engineering (but not all forms of engineering in their own... ) and the thought process of engineering way too much.