I hate myself and want to die

Depressed as sin. No light shining down.
No thought path to change this feeling.
Haven't felt like this in years, despite the amount of E I've dropped.
Maybe it's time to stop.
Think of how a castrated horse feels..
..one more quirky cliche' phrase.

 

Dude, you really need a blunt, a pint and a shot.

 

well, I felt as low as possible for a long time. but the pain you carry like knives in your heart fades away, and the dust settles, leaving a nice plateau of apathy and anhedonia, after a few years (at least in my case). real depression is an emotional kick in the teeth, but in it's defense I feel like you need to go through it at some point to really have a "soul".

 

Grow up...

 

who, mate?

 

Fuck off.
Not now.
We all gotta be young sometime, big man.

 

perhaps if you wined about it a little more you would feel better

 

Wanting to kill yourself isn't a "young" thing. It's a generally stupid thing. In my opinion, it's only worthwhile if you're on your last legs and want to die by your own hands, rather than some fucking bedridden disease.

Talk about selfish.

I'm not going to comfort you, because you're just as stupid for posting it on the net. So here's some good advice:

Grit your teeth and start smelling the shit; grow up.

 

The E ain't no antidepressant... in fact the comedowns of a burgeoning mdma habit could lead to a very serious bout of depression.

 

I was going to say exactly that, to the poster, do you know whats actually caused this, have you got something that you feel down about?
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thats really unhelpful you haven't a clue whats happened to him, he could be attention seeking or something really serious could have happened
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Stop taking E.

Easy answer.

 

I concur with Pavel.

 

i agree with Matthews

 

I just banged my foot up against my damn keyboard stand.

I can't stand the pain.

Sweet suicide, here I come!

 

I'm loosing track about who's agreeing with who
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lol

 

i agree with L.A.Matthews opinion about this

 

Suicide is painless, it brings on many changes!

Oh fuck that song, and fuck this thread for getting it stuck in me head.

 

if I ever want to kill myself, not that its likely, the last place i would post would be random thoughts
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