Your Biggest Mind Fuck?

A mind fuck is when you never have friends, and when you resort to talking to yourself about your problems. Yeah, that would be a mind fuck.

 

People who are cold and dont reach out to others cos they are so self absorbed...that to me is a mind fuck....

Usually people are so wrapped up in their own shit, they dont notice if someone is dying inside...

YUK!!!!!

 

A mind fuck is when you like negative attention.

 

First time i ever broke through on salvia.......Weirdest experiance of my life.

 

i found my biggest mind fuck yesterday! waiting. God, it messes me up. If i have to wait for something/ someone/an experiance taht i'd rather just have now, it frustrates me. Age get's in the way a lo, it makes me have to wait...or so they say, i always find way around, but it's mostly an inconveniance. But waiting makes me over analye things...and when i do that...it's never pretty

 

when people fuck with your head when you're on acid.
oh yeah, that is a big one, mannnnnn...

 

When you connect with someone who you get on really well with ..... and then they run away.....without explanation....

I find that a big mind fuck

 

when you see something out of the corner of your eye
you think you see something move
and you turn your head and there's nothing there.

that is a mind fucker for me.

 

her saying i love you the way u are your my best friend ever then saying stay away you hippie freak ..... its amazing the ways people alter themselves to fit into the judgementle views of thier peers

 

her saying "i wanna take a break" and later the same day saying "i miss you, lets get back together"

 

when you overdraft your back account.
that, IS, a sad day!

 

hahaha....mine is almost permanently in that state girl....

I learn to live with it....

 

mine is too.
all grown up &
still living paycheck to paycheck.
it sucks, man.

 

lately my life!tooo many freaky thing's happen! "take care all"

 

School. Junior High and High School to be specific. I have compartmentalized all of that period of my life. Stuffed it. Locked it away. I hate thinking about it, talking about it, or seeing pictures from that period. I get depressed for days if someone reminds me of anything from that period.

Wow - I need to talk to my therapist about this.

 

nothing you would've told me about a life without drugs and alcohol could've prepared me for this intense journey.

Seriously, after years of abuse of more substances than you can shake a stick at to leave that all behind and come face to face with my own reality... craziest trip I've been on in my life.

Residual lsd might have something to do with it... I dunno. :leaving:

 

Falling In Love

 

i agree with moonshine. that mind fucked, mind numbed and mind killed for a while....

watching my dad change from someone i idolized as a kid, to something i could happily spit on. watching him destroy my little 7 year old sister emotionally with his selfishness and drug abuse.

isnt it funny how people turn out to be who they are not. my dad used to be the cool parent. oh how wrong was I!

 

The biggest mind fuck to me is what really happens when you did...throughout all the religious arguments over it nobody knows, and you never will know until it happens, which gets you a little curious and excited about it, but at the same time, who the fuck wants to die?

 

Death is an interesting topic. Some thoughts that I have had about death in the last year...

1. Death is a black and white issue on the surface. It is easy to say that you can accept the fact that you will die some day until you are actually faced to confront your own mortality.

2. Death isn't what it used to be... since every biological process that happens in our body is designed to delay death (with the exception of programmed cell death), you would think that it would be the ultimate pain. However, in this day and age, anyone who dies of natural causes will either die instantly or die in a hospital setting. Therefore, almost everyone today has the option of going out completely painlessly. If this is the case then even atheists have nothing to fear from death. I wonder, could this be the downfall of religion in the western world? This is a troubling thought for me, because without religion, people may maintain the same basic moral code that can be found in today's religions, but the same consequences do not exist.