i know how you fell, trust me. i went one semester, fall of 2006. pretty much at the end of it, had a pretty bad accident with some pills and pretty much overdosed and almost died. so yeah, that's how bad college was. stay away from it if you can avoid it. you can come live me with me =] i'm going to buy a handicap school bus [the short bus] and paint it and take out the seats and live in it. bring yourself and your guitar and we'll have a blast! what say you?