okay for one all the women my age remind me of my mother. at least where i live its all straight preppy penguins who make fun of hippies. like they have a better way to live but they are all amped up on stupid shit which i know i am supposed to love them which i do but sometimes i wanna wish their karma catchs up with them and turns them around because i get tired of being made fun of and basically looked at as if I don't know whats going on. so how do you find a soulmate in this situation. i am 52 but basically a big kid who likes to enjoy life and i am responsible i just don't want to talk about bullshit all the time.
Move out? lol Just kidding, I'm sure you have plenty of reasons to stay there...umm, all I can really think of is a) Internet and b) Travel around, I'm sure you'd meet some lovely ladies if you took a couple of weeks to go on a road trip or something!
Has the "women" issues been since your mother passed on....or did you feel this way before..? Have you a counsellor you can talk to or a healer you can visit?
its hard to find a hippy girl in North Carolina, and I know this. Just find someone you like, and if they poke fun at you for being a hippy, poke fun at them for being a prep.
no i guess i don't think about my mother to much. man maybe your on to something but i figured she was just a bitch i knew growing up and i was above all that childhood stuff. it is hard to find someone who isn't into all the mainstream values but maybe beefheartfan has a good idea. i mean i saw something the other day that said stop asking the universe for love and accept the women already in your life. maybe i can corrupt their ideas and they will stop shaving their legs or something. thanx for the input. bobbeefree
