you how things can turn into a blur instantly, like when stare at an inanimate object for a length of time and automatically you are contently focused on the said inamimate object. so, an action of this sort caused me to believe that whatever has drawn to to an innocent staring contest, that this must be what is concidered one of those beautiful things in life. you know, those moments that touch you on a personal level so pentetrating that this is one of those things important live-filled lessons we were meant to be faced with. that no matter what outside influences try to divert your attention away to something more complex, we can still apprectiate the precious/beautiful things in life that there are. like for instance, i was completely captivated by the only green lifeform that has a residual in my backyard. living freely amongst a barren, restricted wasteland. so overwhelemed with emotion at this four-leaf (or three-leaf, i can't remember) clover right at the bowels of my extensions. so clearly connected to this creation of nature, the beautiful thing in life, than i was to outside affiliations of the world that i so willingly share my lifespan with, that i couldn't have cared less if something threatened to cause a degrading day. something that somehow infringed my comfortable boundaries into something potentially life-threatening. a danger, thus completely unaware of. something so intense against a vulnerable child of nature. at one with a tiny little clover. the only green within my grasp. it freely danced in my hands and sang me a sweet little irish march. (i really did some irish music coming from somewhere, or my imagination, lol). it brought a smile to my face and i completely and honestly can say that all my fears/doubts/shadows have not even had a change of imbedding upon my moods, ever.
hey 40z & chronic, man. i'm blazed too, right now, again. just coming down, so yeah. oh and i do have the munchies! i want pizza & breadsticks & cinamon rolls. oh god, lol.
I gotta finish some homework, then I'll light up a joint and take my dog for a walk. I love doing that. =)
420fuchs, i love your signature! i saw him on myspace videos. i thought i was going to die laughing. "you may think you dead, but you ain't" "nigga shit, nigga shit, nigga this shit". ugh, i hate the n word. but whatever. it's still hilarious!
At a party a few days ago, I was sitting down and a friend started to clean his shoe, and for some reason I was staring at it, not really noticing it. Someone spoke up and said "did anyone realize that we were all staring at Roberts shoe just now?" And we really were. Another friend said "No, but I was looking at your hair and the wall, that was all I could see."
