Hi there I am new here! I decided to subscribe myself because i often feel alone with a nonmaterialist and nonindividualist mentallity in this materialistic and individualistic world. I never felt like getting a job in this shitty place on earth because i saw no jobcarreer ahead in which i could make a difference! I got desilusionated and disappointed with the world as it is sometimes very much. I traveled a lot, met really nice and interesting people and wished life could always be like that: hanging around with people, reading, writing, photographing and havig philosophical discussions. At the same time I was in conflict because of the poverty I saw. Having all the time and the money to travel and just hang around is a luxury that I have to thank that capatalist world for that i despice so much at the same time. Next thing that often occupies my mind is how adults are communicating or often do NOT communicate at all. Childish behaviours, shallow talks and just getting drunk on the pocketmoney from their dad for all sake. And if things get to difficult or we get too much involved some just chose to run away from it. Life should be responsibility free according to some people and i completely disagree. At least i feel very responsible towards people that i care about. Does this sound depressing? Well actually it is not. I am a very positive person that tries to always see the best of people (often that hurts too!). I am a real pacifist but often I do feel alone with that hippiefeeling of mine. I do not seem to want to accept the world and the people in it as a pool of shit with just some tiny little islands haha. It depends on ur perspective. Are u flooting in that sea of shit or are u at one of those islands. Call it sticking ur head in the sand or being a dreamer but i know for sure there are people who understand this! And that is exactly why I am here. To meet more of those beautiful people! To talk with, to maybe sometimes smoke with, to travel with and to fall in love with (don't be scared i am not meaning I am looking for a relationship or something!) Big hug!! Me Ps just recently i have ran into the perfect job for now: working with drugaddicts now to make their life a little less complicated!
To The Hip Forums Hey there Paiinthasky, Allow me extend the welcome mat….I know what it’s like to be a newcomer….You don’t really know what to say or how to act…. Read some of the threads so you can get the gist of what topics are being discussed….When you feel comfortable jump right in and get your feet wet…. Nobody here is going to "Flame" you, that just isn’t tolerated here (unless it’s necessary) lol…. We get some assholes here who just want to stir up bad vibes.…From what I’ve found so far is that we are one big family with many brothers and sisters….Once again the doors open come on in, open up your heart and mind, put on some groovy tunes, kick back and stay awhile….Peace, Love & Great Big Hugs, DDR (A.K.A. Dave) Quote Of The Day Frank Zappa: "The computer can't tell you the emotional story. It can give you the exact mathematical design, but what's missing is the eyebrows."
