i'm a loser and a boozer im a god dam drug abuser. i hate it all sometimes getting so wore down from living this life. nothing matter to me can't you fucking see why is that so hard to believe. it doesn't make any sense making others happy at my own expense. why why why of fucking why can i not close my eyes, go to sleep, and fucking die. im tortured day after day tormented by those who view life in a totally different way. well fuck them, fuck me, and fuck you to, im hanging it up, im fucking thru.
i wasn't so much angry as i was tierd and frustrated. i get so wore out sometimes but i love my life and i have no regrets and i will not compromise my position in this life. i often use poetry to vent the crazy thoughts in my head so i don't fucking explode, boy wouldn't that be a mess.lol
