I watched you grow since you were 18. You looked so lovely in your bikini. You came to me with a problem with your car. The temptation is strong. You are real. I am torn. Someone help me.
love ur poem. it sounds like a tough situation. i no. ive been there. my husband is 17 years older than me. luckily, it worked out.keep on writing. i look forward to reading more of ur poetry and maybe u will enjoy some of mine as i begin to post more of them
sounds like ur between a rock and a hard spot..but if she likes you what can it hurt? I mean you never know and when the chance is gone it may be gone for good..
I would like to act on this, and I agree that if the oppertunity passes, then it could be lost for ever. I still think that somehow she may not be strong enough to handle the situation, when in reality it is me that may not be strong enough to handle the situation. She is beautiful, and young. I will be 50 in a few years. She says she loves me, and I know I love her, but to what extent do I love her? I want to care for her, but am I thinking in the fatherly role. Does she have a "daddy" fixation? I know things would be great for a few months, but i look to the future, and I think "What would this do to both our lives, is things ended badly?" She is not affraid to press forward, I am. I look at it this way. In my mind she is almost perfect, as perfect as anyone can be. But is this just in my mind. What if she isn't what i expect once we live together? My biggest fear is that I will screw things up for her. God, she has my head spinning. Maybe I am used to being the hunter, not the hunted. She is not relentlessly chasing me, but when we do see eachother, she makes it a point to tell me how she feels about me, and still offers to give herself to me. Yep, I think I am between a rock and a hard spot.
dont underestimate her. im 17 years younger than my hubby and ill tell u what its better than any relationships with guys my age. it really can work, im living proof of that. i have a wonderful marriage
You just hit the nail on the head. She wants to get married and have children. I was married for 27 years, and I am not ready to do that again, not just yet. And i really don't think I want to raise children again. If she wants children, then she should have them, just not with me. I am so glad that you and your hubby made it work with that age difference. I have friends that are 15 years apart (him older) and they are dioing fine. They decided to have kids, and now they have 3.
