Lately I've been sickened by porn...

I eat pussy. I'm fairly gay and that's fine with me. And I'm calling this kid gay. I'm not making myself feel better. I'm just pointing out the obvious. It's not a bad thing. Kid's got time to figure out what he likes.

 

I beat mine until it turns red!!! I love to cum and watch it happen. It turns me on so much! I don't guess you have a problem. Different strokes for different folks.

 

That was very beautiful, what you wrote, especially that part about it being very natural. I've been staying away from porn as it somehow perverts sex and the image of it being a very beautiful natural, as you said, as well as the true experience that is the PUSSY, and masturbating has been easy as 1-2-3 again. I guess its also fear of hygeine (like a Monk problem--Monk as in the character), I don't know. But in my mind the pussy is a very erotic and stimulating thing again. I never get that feeling of regretfulness much either (maybe cuz I've been masturbating alot? sometimes I go for a week without masturbating, I think I'll do that again cuz my hands been hurting[claw from Seinfeld anyone?])...

But I don't agree on the children thing... I'm defintely not having children EVER!

Thanks for staying positive and posting such a beautiful thing around such ugly things said.

 

Royalstar - when I was your age pornography was not easily available (in the days before the internet), and you could not get into XXX theatres if you were underage. We used to watch "stag movies", scratchy 16mm reels put on movie projectors in the fraternity house, but they were very blurry and poorly done. Pornography can be bad for a boy of 15, because it gives you a perverted view of sex, which is really a beautiful thing if it is done right.

 

Royal; Think of that mix of semen and sperm, not as a gooey sticky mess, but as a living, vibrant potential. Think of a vagina as a warm, loving recepticle of the best you have to offer. Hygene isn't the point, there's nothing dirty or germ laden about what you have to offer or the recepticle - both are desuigned by nature to be sterile. They even have urine as a natural associate: urine is about as sterile a liquidas you can get! (Thank you, kidneys!) You are correct to get away from porn and its bottom line intent. Hang on lad, wank when it gets tempting - no harm done, and later in life something very, very good indeed will come of all your wondering consideration. Meanwhile have a healthy adolescence and young adulthood. Your mind is taking you in the right direction. Trust it!!