Painless Suicide.

Maybe it's because your heads too far up your ass to see past your own feelings and opinions?

Shut the fuck up, you immature fuckin bitch. You think you know me?

Shove it up your ass

 

Exactly.

 

Twizz, dude, seriously, don't even think about it. I don't really know you or your life situation, but nothing is worth ending your life over. As bad as things might seem right now, it can and will get better. You've got to believe that.

I remember when my little sister ended up in the hospital after trying to commit suicide. She was 15 at the time. I wanted to knock her senseless. I was so angry with her for even considering it. And the amount of times I had to talk my mother out of killing herself? The whole suicide issue makes me angry. It's selfish. And while you think it may end your pain, you'd be causing even more pain for your loved ones.

I know it's tough right now, but you've got to hang in there...life is what you make it, and you have the ability to change things.

{{{Hugs}}} and please take care...vent, talk about your feelings, get it out, but please don't hurt yourself.

 

Shhh... calm down and just ignore him.

There is no reason for anyone to be arguing in this thread.

 

Twizz, lay off the drugs and start boxing. That's what got me optimistic about the future! I broke up with my fiance and only get to see my son half the week, and that made me really upset, but you just got to keep moving forward and wait for the happier days that are bound to come. Unless you die first, that could always happen, but why bring that upon yourself?

 

Anyways, Carbon Monoxide poisoning seems like the best idea for me...

Now that I know my choice, all I need is something major to slide and I'm gone.

It could happen today or tomorrow but I can tell you that when I finally do it you wont see me again on these forums, so goodbye in advance...

You forumers have been some of the best friends I could ask for.

 

see its things like this that make me look like a complete asshole....thank you


But thats completly different from what i was talking about, not as a last resort but as a choice made willingly out of stupidty

 

Well, it is ultimatly your choice but listen to the advice you've been given in the mental heath forum. It is all true.

I really hope you don't do anything stupid though. Take all your negative feelings and emotions and turn them into a positive change for yourself.

 

Please don't do it

But if you must, do it in style with the theme song to MASH (Suicide is Painless) playing in the background.


Hotwater

 

Suicide is for the weak.

Good riddance IMHO
Oh, and make sure you make a Myspace page so you can get on MyDeathSpace.

 

Everytime I read something about suicide that damn song comes to mind.

It's so bloody terrible.

Shit.

Like I said in the other thread, Twizzzz.... don't do it, uhhhum yes yes.

 

I would never encourage anyone whose standing on that delicate precipice between life and death........But If he's going to do it anyway.... he might as well download the theme song to MASH (there are plenty of websites which offer TV theme songs) then set it on continuous play (as the emergency response teams) attempt to resuscitate him


Hotwater

 

I think I would laugh if I was one of the docs who found him.

Yet again, if I was going to go out, I'd go out with a bang. At least make my death hilarious.

 

i haven't found you the least bit funny in any other of your responses, so why would this one be?

 

god damn. stop being an 18 year old attention whore. everyone wants to kill themselves at some point at that age, get the fuck over it or atleast don't make a million posts about it. i have sympathy the first time around...but this is enough. just go find a hobby and stop caring about stupid shit that doesn't matter. spend your life mastering the Citar in the middle of the woods or something.

 

Is it my fault you've never developed (or even nurtured, for that matter) a sense of humor


Hotwater

 

Okay, so I know that there are people here that are worried, myself included. I just saw on another thread that Twizz took a bunch of muscle relaxers a little while ago?

 

I love mydeathspace.

 

yes, because insulting someone while they're feeling suicidal will snap them out of it... calling them a wimp or a quitter (not specifically aimed at you master, but rather many people in this thread) is -reeeeally- gonna help.


Here's the thing hon... life goes through ebbs and flows. We'll have months where the world is this horrible, torturous place to be. It hurts to breath. Where nothing you do feels like hte right thing.
But it changes. Time changes things. Forcing change in your life does to, like taking a break from school, like moving to another city and getting a job there does. Forcing a change of scenery makes you break some of the cycles that you've built up in your comfort zone.

 

I've been cosidering suicide for a while now, as in years. Ever since I was 15 I have been going through suicidal bouts. More often than not I look to the razor or to the pills or wish I had a gun or a rope. It would just be so much easier, or so I think. I have my whole situation planned out incase I should ever get to that point.

I also have a few friends who have been known to talk suicidal. Life is so fucking goddamn hard.

But it does have it's beautiful moments. I mean, you couldn't expirience the pain without having first expirienced the beauty and the love. If your life had been all pain, you wouldn't even consider it pain. Pain is nothing without happiness, happiness nothing without pain. Everything is only real because of it's counterpart.

If you close your eyes and think real hard, I'm sure you have some good memories you wouldn't change for the world. And I'm sure there are some terrible ones.

But there is beauty even in pain. Most music is made out of great pain. Lots of great, touching movies are only great because of their pain. Any artist's medium........all pain. Pain makes beauty.

And time will change. Things are bad now, but something good will happen. And maybe the goodness won't last long, and the pain will set back in, but happiness will always come back in bursts. Maybe your life will be filled with more pain than happiness, but I think some happiness is worth all the shit you take to get to it.

I know what I say won't change your mind, and I'm not trying to. You need to do what you feel is right.

But will death really make things better at this point? Are you ready for the most permanent of changes?

So far I haven't been ready. Maybe you should wait awhile and see what the future has in store. Happiness will come back to you.

I hope you make the right decision and I hope you feel better.

You can always PM me if needed.