Maybe because there were some variables that just didn't mix. To the point whare you question your own exsistence. If you could never kill yourself, but if the reaper came early or prematurly, you would not only accept, but welcome it? anyone....
hmm, i could say to myself that i welcome death, but if i were to actually find out i was dying that wall of pseudo-courage would probably break down quickly. In many cases though, death comes too quickly for you accept it.
I would accept it... Mainly because I hate myself, and I just can't see my life getting any better from in the future.
I've had a lot of dreams that I die in, and although I'm a pretty paranoid person, and fear things that will end in my death, if I were ever presented with the fact that I HAD to die THAT instant, I think I would be okay with it. When I die in my dreams, I get freaked out for a second, and then it's like, peacefulness. That's what I think death is like. Just, peaceful. My only fear would be for the people that care for me. I know how it is to lose a loved one, and I wouldn't want people to go through that pain just for me. I like to be loved but I don't want people to hurt.
it will.. i thought that when i was your age, and that was only 4 years ago, but ages 16-20 are the most confusing (IMHO) because you are trying to find yourself.
Deathwish ???........I dont know , but I have gone through some verry intense bouts of being on self destruct...and im amazed i lived through them.
I don't want to die. But that's only because I don't really know what happens when you die, and if it sucks I would rather have stayed alive. There's no rush. But on the other hand I am sort of curious as to what happens when you die. I mean what does death feel like? So I wouldn't be really upset if I did die because I really want to know what happens. Ya know?
As long as I draw breath and blood pumps through my veins, I will NEVER ease the grasp I have on Life, not even for a second. One day I will die, of this I am certain, but until that point I will live on and push forward.
sometimes i just get down, man...... when its the worst i often think about how sweet it would be to just be released from it all but really i am thankful for living, even if all i can do with life is write songs about it.
I always think it would be cool if I died of natural causes, and not bowel cancer that gives me the farts.
I have made it through some serious psychotic times in my youth, strung out on enough drugs to kill two normal people, made it through car wrecks, and half a lifetime of livin like there was no tomorrow. Now I have found a spiritual path, and believe that we go on, and that death is just a transition. I don't fear death of myself or even that of a loved one as much as I used to. I guess it helps that we have been haunted for twenty + years, and that helps instill my faith in an afterlife a bit. Peace....
I have actually almost died quite a few times, and the feeling you get when you really think your gonna die, you're almost at that threshold, is quite intense. i enjoy life and what it has to offer, but all of us die one day, and i'll be welcoming it.
I have some head problems and I am bipolar and tech a sociopath(or pyschopath docs havent decided which yet) I have a death wish about everyday ,when I wake up I look for death.I don't harm myself but let fate have more than a decent chance to do me in.
