I have only myself to blame. My thoughts go beyond words, beyond actions, begging to be released somehow. I can't remember what defines me. I trade in so many characteristics just to keep the peace with you. A most transparent peace. Can anything truly be fixed once it's broken? Are we just fooling ourselves with a false security? At one time I knew my salvation. Now I can't breath I'm so lost.
Man, I'm going through something very similar to this. It's almost scary reading that because it feels like you are describing me.
Welcome to thee age of knowing,....knowing nothing of why, when, where! This was so well written, if you had eye's to see with, or ears to hear with this sum's up this time in life, all can relate!, there are those who WILL under- stand, and there are those who remember, it's just your turn in this cosmic slot (Time), the best part of knowing how many have,are,will think this way should comfort you in knowing always!..your not alone..... ") Love & Light, Devon Knight ~