I want to tell you that...

thank you again for being there for me angel. i will never be able to put words to how i feel. so understanding and supportive of me ..even when i fall.(literally) you definitely own my heart. i gues you should have run when you had the chance..lol. too late now though. i'm hooked. lets get me sorted out okay? with your love and support i will whip this demon. then my life will belong to you baby. you will have saved it. my life and my love will be yours




always

 

what if i don't wanna run though?? in to your arms maybe but not away from them, no no! i'm gonna be there for you baby i promis!!
cant leve you now can i? no no!
i love you!

 

i don't want to be me right now
it so painful, confusing, depressing....arhhhh i don't know what to do!

Should i trust you? Is it going to get better? Do you love me like you say you do?

I just know that i love you, but i don't want to cry any more, and i just want to be happy, it that posible?

Help...

 

i feel so good right now. words can't describe. we have had so much fun,gone through so much pain. we have come to a point where pain and fear are behind us. we can whip anything as long as we stick together. you by my side and me by yours. together. hopes and fears shared with one another. i will protect you and you will save me. i love you so. ihave seen things through your eyes that no one will ever see. heard the sweet sounds,felt the sensations,all things i would never have known without you. i will be sorted out, with your support and love. we will make this work. i know it.
you are an amazing person. i will always be here for you,to hold you and protect you. the demons will never touch you again. not with me around. say a prayer for hope and josh and the others. i love you.. and i know that we will be together and will stay that way.....





always

 

you broke my heart

 

I thought about you all day...while I was at my boring job, any time I had a spare second I thought about you...

When I would have a break, and even on my lunch hour, I walked around, looking for the right gift for you, something that would be worthy of you (no, I won't give away what it's going to be!). And the whole store didn't have anything that was worthy of you! But I'll keep looking...

My new job makes it so difficult for us to talk! Damn these time zones!

I miss you so much...talking to you is always the bright part of my day..your voice gives me clarity and strength...

I read your letters over and over so that I can feel closer to you...and the letters that I've wrote to you...I keep thinking how I could have written them better, what I could have said more clearly...

But I know that you understand me...that's one thing that's so beautiful about you...you seem to understand everything....

 

i am going mad.... all i want is this to be over very very soon.... i can't take it any more...

 

i'll be there for you i promis
i love talking to you i look forward to it, man, i even clock watch
how pathetic am i???
actually don't answer that
i am gonna be there as long as you need and want me

 

i never want to hear that word from you again baby. never pathetic. sounds like love to me.
i am on the road to recovery and i give all credit to you. you are the first person who cared enough to stay on me..support me..praise me when i do well..thank you for that..i love you baby.
i was so happy last nite. thanks to dq by the way.i appreciate that.
stick with me and i will be strong again,my mind is clearing.my creativity coming back ,i feel life again. still a long road tho,and i'll happily go down it with you.
i thank god for you daily,amazing creature he made in you.

i love you and i thank you, and i want to be with you..




always

 

I seem to understand and I DO understand, and I do understand because I feel exactly the same way as you do.
When I talk to you I feel safe and on the right place, everything seems to be easy and possible, and I have a feeling that something warm and sweet is circulating in my body...I've never felt like this before.

 

i... i.... i feel so wonreuble....

i hope thet i didn't do anything wrong, and if i did i'm sorry

someone please give me the sthaight to go trough this...

 

i guess it's over... for now...

baby i hope that you will find out what you really want, and that that would be me...

I love you... forever...

 

miss you

 

i miss you so much!!!! this is unacceptable. i can't believe that this is happening. i know that you won't even be able to see this. rrrrrr so close yet so far. things have got to improve. what may not be understood by some people is,how much you have helped me. you have improved my life ,and once again i thank you. i have things happening soon and i need you. you are an inspiration to me. i love you,and i miss you. and i need you ..



always

 

i want to see you... I LOVE YOUUUUUU

 

I love you! Aishite imasu! Gihigugma ta ka! Mahal kita! :love:

 

grrrr i hate that bich

but i love you, and i will do everytinh it takes to make things right******

 

i need you... i feel... i don't know... maby confused?

 

no no no, i'm not a fool any more