Last night I had the WORST dream ever, this one tops any childhood nightmare i have ever had. I had a dream a man entered my house (my parents were out of town and the dogs were outside), and told me he had paint for the house. Right when he walked in, I knew he wasnt here for the house. He grabbed me, I tried to kick him in the balls (where else?) and he was too strong. He held me contricted and molested me. Everything felt so real, the abuse, humilation, everything. Later, my friends came to my house and I told them about it, and then my neighbor came and i told her to tell all the neighbors to be on the lookout. In the meantine, I had also tried calling 911, who put me on hold. I then left my house to attend my friends bday party at a fair, all the while crying, experience paranioa that i was being watched/followed, i felt everything a victiim of sexual abuse would feel, it was so horrible!!!! Anyways, I saw the man at the fair, he saw me, and was angry because I had told a bunch of people. I ran to the fair offices and hid in one of the rooms and watched him peer through the windows. I then walked to my car, and an innocent man was wakling behind me, but my paranoia made me turn around to him and say "STOP FOLLOWING ME!! JUST LEAVING ME ALONE!!" Although this man was also just walking to my car. This was the end of the dream, it was so real, like I felt every emotion a victim of sexual assault feels.
