Have you ever thought you were going to die?

I really and truely thought I was going to die this weekend...

I was scared at first and then, I came to terms with dying in a port-a-potty in Washington D.C. with my head in the toilet. I mean, there's worse ways to die, right?

That's what you get for being dehydrated and blacking out.

 

D.C. eh?, last time I was in D.C. I was attending The Million Man March


In regard to those Port-a-Potty's, you don't need to be dehydrated to blackout, just take a good whiff of the wonderful aroma :leaving:


Hotwater

 

I'm serious man, I was having flashbacks and was telling everyone who was trying to help me to go away and let me die...

I hardly remember what happened after that...freaky

 

of all the places annie!

glad you didnt die.

 

I'm glad I didn't either, but at least I know that I'm ready to die when it's that tiem...

I mean, I was freaked at first ...then I got OK with the fact that I was gonna die...

But then I didn't die. and I'm OK with that too.

 

lol...i really think i understand what you are saying.

I was never really afraid to die when I was younger, but now that I have kids and I want to see them grow into adults and achieve their goals, its a whole different story. I really truly do not know or begin to imagine what would happen if I died. I mean I know they would be taken care of and all, its just the not being there to see it.

anyways, yes I have always felt that I wouldnt live past my forties. nine more years to go. MAN, I AM GETTING HELLA OLD!

 

it's good that you didn't die
i understand the acceptance thing though..i really have no problem dying..i have alot of life more to live, but when it's my time i'm prepared for it..

 

yes i've thought i was going to die many times..i've had alot of panic attacks that have mimicked heartattack like symptoms..glad you didn't die though..and that's messed up about the whole porta potty thing..i hate them...i really do..

 

Port-a-Potty by painter Jacek Yerka


Hotwater

 

i really thought i was going to die once. I was so sure that if i closed my eyes and let myself go to sleep that i would not wake up. i could like feel the life draining from me, like sand in an hour glass. it was so freaky. and for me, the worst part about dying would be leaving the people i love behind, and knowing that they would all be devastated, and i wouldnt be there to comfort them. that to me is the most depressing thought ever. because i know how i would feel if i lost one of them.

 

I thought I was gonna die one time when I took 31 benadryls. I was severely dehydrated and my heart was beating at about 40bpm one minute and 150bpm+ the next minute. I also had a red patch of skin on my chest because my heart was so stressed. All of that is bad enough by itself, but it's much worse when you're seeing demonic creatures walking around your living room. Twas insane.

I have also had panic attacks before and thought I was having a heart attack. The pain was so bad and my heart was beating so fast(175bpm+) that I collapsed and went into convulsions. This has only happened when I was REALLY REALLY REALLY stoned, but it hasn't happened for a few years.

 

thank god you are ok, that would totally suck...

Me? ....once I went to a party with some gangstas I met at the bar (I dont know what the hell I was doing) I ended up getting sick and stuck in the bathroom but the door wouldnt lock ..... all these strangers/pimps saw me comatose on the toilet. I couldnt move my body.

 

Kids, remember to drink water when you do X!

Ahh... I was sure I was going to die one day...

I was scuba-diving with some friends on the islands, and my brother was the instructor.
So a tad into the dive, my regulator stops working, and the oxygen flow stops... and for some seconds there I was just blowing oxygen out of my mouth, and looking around... thinking that I would just die there... and it felt so peaceful, so amazingly peaceful.

Anyhow, me brother came to me and let me breath out of his octopus (spare regulator).

It was one of the oddest yet best feelings I have ever felt though.

 

Yes. The day after I gave birth to my twins. I nearly did die, and once I was conscious and aware of what had happened, it made me even more afraid that I might not pull through.

 

panic or hallucinogens? government violence? protests can turn into ugly shit quick.refuse resist training etc aint too helpful sumtimes. i dont drink at protests anymore cuz well my judgements a bit off sober let alone drunk.i sure as hell dont smoke no weed. too much emotion floatin n crashin about. your not dead tho n yer here to tell us about it so heres sum warm this n that.

 

Yes I have back in 04 I got really sick and was hospitalized they had no clue what was wrong just that my white blood count and my fever were increasing at an alarming rate and I was in so much pain. They drugged me ith demerol and the hulucinations were wicked. They put me on two very strong antibiotics that made me better and sent me home. What was wrong I couldn't tell you neither could they just that I responded to the meds, But when I was at my worst I new I was going to die or so I thought because I kept seeing my Aunt, she was the closest person to me in my life before she died in 1990 and she kept telling me that I was going to be fine just to let my self rest. I thought at first she ment i was going to die but I got better it was just freaky and I thought I was losing my mind at times.

 

Yes.

And with my sickness Im just getting over I have felt like that that recently.

 

i almost died after being shot in the chest in Iraq, i was surprised at how comfortable i was with the idea

 

worcester eh cool. yeah when i shoot meth coke n heroin. holy shit im gonna die . weeeeeeeeeee. ahhh im not dead chomp clamp click chew exhale. been 5 years n i dont missit. i loved it but dont missit.i actually enjoy that feeling. dunno i might be missing sumthing tho.brainwise.been dead twice temporarily n as brother before said theres a calmness. i have no desire for it but its nothing to worry about.

 

I'm almost positive I'm going to die.