At this time of night (morning)...

Sometimes I feel like I am the only one alive. Like everyone else has succumbed to some terrible disease that only effects the sleeping and I am the only one left.

The only survivor.

I feel so free. I can do what I want and be who I want and there is no one to judge me and make assumptions.

I wish I was the only one left sometimes. I would set all the animals in the zoos free and I would go to restaurants and go into the kitchens and make whatever I wanted. I would figure out how to work the roller coasters at Six Flags and ride and ride and ride until I puked.

I would be completely hedonistic.

Hedonism isn't good, but it sure fucking feels great.

......then again, maybe I'd like to have at least one other person to share all the hedonism with.

But only one. I'm not too fond of people.

What would you do if you were the only one left?

 

are you kidding? this is the only time i can be alone enough to feel like i'm alive. and hedonism ain't got a damd thing to do with it. i'm nocturnal to be solitary and a-social by nature. that's why my fursona is a large green furred alien cat.

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bukowski wrote to be a good lover you havta be a man of liesure. =bum. working a real job u cant fuck your womyn 5 or 6 times a day,hell u can hardly think let alone fuck. but yeah i feel its a waste to be asleep at night.n all the interesting folk are up n about at 4 am. sept in america cuz the polize harrass folks eversince 1999.however in other countrys i felt free to walk about at 4 am n enjoy the world without the buzz of angry worker drones.sum of the day drones turned into actual humans at night.

 

I would kill myself. :tongue: I don't like being alone for long periods of time, I need company or else I go nuts. I mean of course sometimes it's nice to be by yourself but in the long run it would just get so boring. Life and all the fun things in it are so much better when you can share them with someone else.

 

I would walk, and then walk some more.

 

I wonder who decided that hedonism isn't good. That we shouldn't only do things that feel good.

 

Christians. And any other religion for that matter.

but mostly Christianity.

The pagans were free and happy and doing whatever they wanted until the Christians came along and showed them they were "heathens" and imposed rules and restrictions on them.

 

I would go find all the drugs

 

amen sister. 3 am is a great time to find drugs cash n severely fucked up people to drink n fuck.you can drink people if u put them in a huge blender . trouble is finding a straw long enough to slurp em.

 

Eh, I usually just use a spoon.

People make better soup than beverages.

Too chunky.

 

I would enjoy myself. I agree I'd only want one person, maybe two, I don't really like people either.

 

i would want one other person with me to be happy.

being all alone would be awful

 

its 307 here. my posts are all midnight to 9 ish. today i scared people. at a restraunt a bar a shop a theater n grocery store. i didnt scare the clerks at the video store. i used to but now they know i dont bite.theres a yummy chunky blonde there who makes clothes. sadly she has a man.i see about 100 womyn a day n im lucky if 1 apeals to my tastes. im a fashion whore that n bald chicks n chunky sisters.these kinna folks only apear at night. during the day they do crossword puzzles i think.i have a nerd porno on right now. does anyone watch porn for entertainment?not for sexual junk?ahh great cumshot just now. why cant i shoot 5 spoons of cocksnot? is there a class i can take?well she looks very happy. geeklove is a great book about carni freaks. a geek bites the heads off chickens.any grrl who can do that has my instant respect.

 

Cocksnot has to be the most apt term I'm ever heard for sperm. That is exactly what it fucking looks like.

And the only reason I ever watch porn is for the entertainment value. I needs me some real life action to get revved up. Plus, sex is funny. That's all there is to it.

If I could I'd bite the heads of chickens and spit them at nuns. That's show Ozzy Osbourne who's fucking boss.

And where in the fuck does one get "nerd porn"?

I'd like to get some horror porn.......but I guess most horror movies are almost like porn with all the boobs and teen sex and whatnot.

 

try GRUBGIRL might be 2 Bs this postnuclear zombie chick. shes bein fucked in a morgue by 2 fellas. its based on a comic. good artsy porn.hardcore double slammin throat gaggin stuff. she kills n eats guys while there fuckin.the gore is pretty good its not crappy.tearing out there intestines n munchin while she rides his rigor mortis stiff cock. best necroporn i ever seen. the guys are mostly punks n the sisters are goth/punk style.

 

Check out "Gore Whore"... it's badass.

 

Hahahaha............fuck yeah I'll have to remember that shit.

 

I shall if it is truly badass.