What do you feel when you see cruelty

My bf is a member of an off-road club. There are some 4X4 cars and today there was one more trip in the nature where they were trying to drive through the off-road. I'm always there 'cause I'm making video of them.
Today there were old ppl about 60 and their car couldn't move in the frozen snow. They decided to cut the brunches and put them under the car.
I said it's not necessary but nobody listened. I was making video of how they were killing brunches and then I feel extra anger. lol I really couldn't force myself to stay quiet. I just leave the place and went through the forest trying to calm down.

Ppl are waiting for my videos. I have to upload them. I decided to put only the cutting-tree video and put there one second horrible images. Just like in "Fight Club" where Brad Pitt puts the porno images between scenes.

But afterwards we had a dinner together and the man who was cutting the trees told me that his 1.5 aged child is dead, and he killed in accident the child of his friend.. The other man was very pleased to me and said 10000 compliments

Then, I returned home and told mother about the brunches. She was laughing at me and told me I'm 20 and still stupid and I need to be treated. lol

So I can't decide should I do this trick with video or not.. Btw I don't think I would ever feel myself comfy while seeing the cruelty like this.

Your opinion?

 

If you want the treecutting scene in it, why just one frame? Just edit it in, if it fits. If it really doesn't fit in the video, I wouldn't do it at all. It ruins your work on the video and probably nobody's who's gonna watch it appreciates it.

 

You know they want to watch how they're driving in difficult places and I wanted to put instead only the scene of tree-cutting. So they would know what it means to me and wan't repeat next time if they want to get the videos..

Too silly?

But now I can't decide what to do since a made the acquintance with ppl who have done this.

 

Just mix it in, in a subtle way.

 

whenever i see things like this i feel all-encompassing despair. even on minor levels. i get queasy now whenever i see people drinking from styrofoam cups or when i see people with plastic bags from the grocery store.

 

Hahahahahah !!!

Are you serious?

 

Mommy?





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