God, you really hate yourself don't you? Hate this Asperger's that colours your actions and your thoughts so much that it's really just part of you and inseperable. You're filled with so much anger and rage Chris, it's not good. You take it out on yourself and think about taking it out on other people in really unhealthy ways. You need to find an outlet, something active that lets you channel all that energy and frustration into somethign else. Like a martial art or boxing or a sport, something, anything.
Chris, can you think of anything that can help you improve your situation? Anything? Got a list? A plan???
It's too bad you're only looking for pretty girls to talk to...Why limit yourself to friendships? Maybe that's why you're not having success with making friends.
Chris - It does not seem to me that you have Asperger's syndrome, which is a mild form of autism in which the person is unconcerned about other people and what they think - the person with Asperger's lives in his own world, and may be a genius in one area, such as math. You are much too verbal and concerned about what others think about you to have Aspergers. You may have a mild form of paranoid schizophrenia, which is treatable. You need psychiatric counseling right away.
Is it just me or has this forum has gone from being the 'Men's' forum to the attention to Chris forum. Seriously.
Yeah, but try to start a thread about sports, beer, abandoning pregnant girlfriends, manly stuff, and watch the people come out all angry.
Chris seemed to be talking about someone who exhibited the same traits he exhibits from his other posts. Sometimes people have dual personalities, and M could be his other personality.
Just a suggestion: Perhaps you need to follow your own advice and ignore M. Do you think you can do that?