is this a joke

im afraid sometimes
not of the dark or the unknown
or the sex or the blow
but of the live ones
who refuse to grow
am i destined to asphyxiate
in the corrupt existence
of the lost generation?
money and cars
girls dancing in bars
it all feels so far
from me.
is this really whats become
of humanity?
dont tell me
oh dont let me know
that we're all really as lost
as we seem.
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I can relate