Really taking a break now..REALLY

Well fellow stoners, for the past 2 years my brain has been embedded with Tetrahydrocannabinol. Its time for a break, for real. Ive said this many many times before but only lasted 5 days at MOST. Its time for a change. I dont know what life is like being 100% sober, and im very curious. For the past 3 years, ive noticed delayed reaction, memory loss and etc. Its time to find out if this is just me, or it was the ganja. My skills to figure shit out is fucked and i just really couldnt imagine myself doing something that takes awareness and concentration, like a job or driving a car. I believe that my age is a very crucial age for devoloping mental, physical, and social skills. I barely can carry on a conversation, and i CANT for the fuck of me say anything smart or a sentence that has more than 5 words in it. So there ya go, so long ganja for a couple months atleast, hellow sober life. But, the day i leave the marijuana forums is the day i leave the earth. Im addicted to this shit lol.

 

good for you bro.

 

I think we should all take breaks sometimes (in fact I shoudl probablly take one as i am looking for a job). Seriously, I wish you the best of luck!

 

yeah I hear yeah man,
I've take several breaks but my conclusion is I take a break everytime Im not smoking weed. : P

 

ive been considerin stopping too, cuz like u said in another thread (i think), the constant lying that is becoming necessary just isnt worth it. i just got suspended from school for lying, my mom found out i smoked pot (after i said to her face many times that i didnt), and i got in trouble for not telling my parents about a ticket i got (they found that pretty dishonest too). normally i dont really have a problem with lying, but this is kinda getting to me, so i need to either cut back or just stop completely

 

Ya man i did say that, and thats a huge reason im stopping for a bit too. On monday my bro asked me if i was blazed(forgot to use visine..dammit) and i said no. Then he kept saying how he use to smoke weed all the time and that he could def tell i was blazed and i kept denying. He then asked me to swear to God(i just cant lie when people ask me that, its a weakness) and i just replied "im not swearing to God on nothing". Then he knew i was blazed and just kinda was suprised because he was 100% i wasnt telling the truth. Then ya got my grandparents who have worked thier whole life just so i could live a half-way decent life, and they asked me that i just would be a good kid and not get into drugs like my parents did. Thats all they asked. So when they die, i dont want to live knowing i lied to them, i couldnt live w/ myself after everything they have done for me. Now i dont want to get to into my personal life, but these people have been my parents basically. Teaching me good morals and the RIGHT way to live life, not to mention they were the ones who came to my house when my parents had left me in a hieght chair when i was 4 years old for 2 days straight having some crackwhore watch over me and my bro. Life is about knowing who was there to help you when your down, so you can be right by thier side to help them. I cant wait till my grandparents get so old they cant do much, just so i can prove to them by helping them with everything and anything to show how thankful i am that they were always there for me.

Snoop, it makes my day knowing that you thought about what i posted before about lieng..it really does.

 

cool beans man

 

Well im on a xmokage break as well at least until im off supervised probation, so im here with yall, until May May May! yay woohooo!

 

its been 146 days since ive smoked... and i have definatly learned more about myself, and about life in general in this time. i think its a good thing... but still, i cant wait to blaze again. though this time it will be different.

 

Glad to hear that man.

 

good luck smokindude

 

first wonka, then smokin dude... whats becoming of marijuana users!

jk more power too ya

 

Well, you all know I will never stop smokin. Tonight was the first time I smoked in a couple of weeks, because I had to hold out for a job, but then I didn't even have to take a piss test for the job, so whatever. haha In the future, if I am looking for a job, I will continue to smoke, because life is too short to be worried about whether or not you'll get a job....just do what makes you happy and fuck a job. A job doesn't equal happiness; At least, not for me.

Good luck to everyone who is trying to quit or cut back a little. I doubt you'll be able to last more than a couple of weeks, but it shows maturity that you are at least trying. I may be wrong and you may not smoke for a year or so. Either way, good luck.

 

When you don't know what's life like when you're sober, it's time for a break.

 

Thats how i see it. Weed has taken over my mind and thoughts. It has made me steal, lie, and who knows what else. Its time for a change. But, i have to admit it, its really harder than i thought. I thought it was going to be easy..yano the day after a binge where you just feel good and feel like you dont want to smoke..but as time goes on you keep getting sober and sober and sober and you just crave the weed more. Thats what im going through, and its not much fun. Now im not saying im having withdrawels or anything, its just all mentally for me.

 

To be quite honest, anyone who steals herb/to smoke herb, should take a big break and have some serious reflection on their actions. Smokindude, Im sure when you do come back you will be MUCH different

 

I know what you mean, I feel the same at times when I'm only smoking in the weekends. I do that mostly when I have some important priorities, so those priorities (like exams and stuff) keep me occupied Marihuana is mentally addicting after all.

 

good luck. im on 6 days with no weed. i think imma gonna see how long, and i sorta feel like me again, weird.

 

wowww thats amazzzing congrats..

and props to you too man..if you think you can do it then do it..just dont try and replace it with drinking or anything else cause all that other shit IS addictive

 

I doubt he would've stopped smokin if he didn't have to though. Weed's his favortie drug. One thing's for sure.....he'll never stop permanently. He's gonna be so BLAZED when he can finally smoke again.

Likewise, weed is my fave, too:spliff: