I let my Uncle touch me when I was 11 and fuck me and I loved it. I slept with a lot of guys I didn't know, 10 guys maybe. I've been a prostitute and did drugs for 2 years straight almost. I saw a married man for a few years and he fucked me almost everyday and he made a porn movie of me. He's 38 and I was 18. I am unemployed and I feel like no-one wants me.
That is a lot of stuff for a 20 year old to carry around for the rest of their life. Personally I think you should go to police and tell them about your uncle. And you should get the porn vides back before they appear on the Internet. As far as nobody wanting you – I want you - to get your life on the right track. And I am sure there are others on this forum who would also love to help. Cheers!