Ok well its really taking me alot of guts to post this soo please be patient Ive really been debating with myself if I should do this or not... soo here I go Ive been abused for a really long time ... and it finally stoped ... I think But since that has ended the mind games has continued. My father is such a asshole and I cant stand him anymore. He lies to me all of the time. recently I was absent from school and he told me he got phone calls and letters saying I will not graduate . I found out by my mother he was lieing . He lies about everything and I really cant stand it. He treats me like shit. He is such an agrey guy he takes out all of his anger on me and I cant take it anymore. I cant stand this environment that I am living in. It is soo negitive. Once I graduate I am fucking out of here I dont give a shit if I live on the street I am leaving . I am soo upset I am shaking erggg...All I have to do is hold on intill june and then I am out ... thats all I need to think of now. Sorry for the random post I just really needed to vent .... if anyone has any advice you are welcome to comment. I really dont know what I am going to do
Im so sorry to hear this. I am glad that your being abused has ceased, at least that you believe is has. Hey look, you live in Philadelphia right? I live right in west Philly so if you ever need some good vibes and a friend to talk to, I would be more than happy to listen to ya and try and help out The offer is always open and there are a lot of kynd people around here, maybe change your negative enviornment up a little bit you know? Anyway, hope the rest of the evening finds you in good health and fortune, and try to calm down, remember stress is not good for you and things usually get better! At least you are getting this off your mind, that is a really hard thing to do, to be open and honest with your feelings, so congrats for that!
the abuse has not stopped, it has just taken on a different form. Emotional and psychological abuse is just as destructive as physical or even sexual abuse, it's just more easily accepted and downplayed by our society. ((((((hugs))))))) If I were you, I'd call your local womens and childrens services and tell them exactly what you told us.
Oh Waitin I feel your pain {{{hug}}} I was there as a kid minus the physical abuse mamaboogie is so right the emotional can be just as harmful it can really affect yourself value. My dad was awful he had one of the meanest mouths around. I rememeber once he went to the Dr. with me instead of mom and the Dr. said my weight and he told me infront of the Dr. to get my fat ass on a diet. It was awful never forgot it. It has had a large affect on my life. When I was 19 we got in a huge fight before i left for work on day I told him I was moving out after talking to him like he DOES me. I had an apartment bt 10 that morning and was set to move the day they returned from vacation. I moved and I thought things had changed he was on eggshells around me and so nice. Well I moved back in a year later me and the bf for 1 mo while our new place was being finished and found out the man will never change. If I were you I would follow mamaboogie's advice.
Cut him out of your life, he is a cancer. He will never respect you, he doesn't recognize your sentience and will never respect your boundaries. I've walked in your moccasins Sister and I know your pain. It's not normal for human parents to eat their young, wether in body or spirit.
Aww hon, I am so sorry to hear that. I can understand what you are going through. If you need to talk or anything, I am here for you.
Thanks you guys soo much I really appreicate all of your advice you guys are soo nice !! I didnt exspect anyone to actually comment back ... thank you all soo much I cant express how nice you all are!!! <3<3 I really dont know what else I can say lol I really mean it thanks!!!!! Peace<3 Katy
Sorry to hear that has happened to you. It really sounds like your home life is impossible and if you are eighteen then you can move out. You parents can't do anything about it and it will probably be a good wake up call for them if you left. Do you have any friends that you could stay with for awhile? Until you got your own place and maybe found a room mate or something. You have options, just be opened minded and maybe talk to your mom about everything and tell her how you're feeling. I hope this helps. ~Peace~
Shit still sucks here but I am sucking it up as much as I can .... the shit still wont stop ... and I had it up to the flippin roof... I am trying to save money so I can get things moving ... My friends and I are trying to find a house or appartment ( that allows animals)to rent in this area. Once I graduate it will be easyer to move around without effecting so much .... I really appreicate the comments and advice
I wish you the best of luck and I hope that when you are able to move out that everything falls into place for you... this world can be very hard (((hugs)))
You all are amazing~* Just knowing there are beautiful people out there like you all really keeps me moving Thanks Peace<3 Katy
