:troll: Sorrry my english is not good! Hello! My name is Merca, i am 19 year old girl from Estonia! And i really like hippies! I am not a hippie yet, but my toughts.. my soul feels like i am! So.. i can actually think that in my soul i am hippie .. And someday i want to be a complete hippie! I am 19 and i am searching my way, but hipie thing is been years in my heart! It is something what comforts me and something where i can hide myself. Hide from what or who? Hide from everybody and everyone.. i dont know why.. i just dont like when people undrestands me..i dont feel good! And when i have been hurted.. i want to hide myself to my world,, there i cant be hurted anymore! Ok my letter here is coming a.. really sad os something. Yeah i can say that right now i feel that way.. but anyway let it be! What else i can say about myself??? I live because i want to live and help others! I help my bestfriend who needs my help. For my really good friends i am there 100%! I dont think about my happyness and all! It comes when it comes! When it wants to come! It is not important to me! I am cool with what is in my life right now. And i want to help others! I want to change something in this bad bad world! I want to make difference. And dont get me wrongly! I can stand out to myself! I dont get it either.. myself.. i dont know why. I am something secret to myself too! Somethimes i thinko i undrestand myself someday? Or not? And i am aguarius and i like to sock peoples Ok.. I think that this is not a good day to continue with this letter.. because right now i am feeling little bit of sadness.. and i will wrote something depressive Soo Enjoy what you read it Ok Be cool with that Lol. i know you all forgive me my craizyness and me beging weirdo ohh i enjoy it right now lol Best wishes ;D me
welcome numb!you know you'r english isnt bad at all,i understand you sometimes im feeling just like u..so hope to see you aorund and enyoy the forums
Welcome to the forums ! Have fun looking around and meeting people. It sounds like you are right on track with whats in your own mind. It's so cool that you like to help others. It's a great feeling to help. I hope to talk to you again. Let the hippy that's in you run free ! peace and Love !