i haven't been in a relationship since november of 2005 and its kinda killing me. I get so scared when I finally get with someone because I fear commitment. But its hard to be single when I'm the only single one in my groups of friends. And just when I started to get over my ex boyfriend, he came around again and I buckled. I just want to move on and get over being played with. I mean, I even stayed with him when I knew he was cheating on me. I'm just looking for my hippie guy because it seems like there's a never ending list of things that are wrong with me that a guy wouldn't want to be with him. I want to move on and get some. I just need my papa bear.. What did I ever do to deserve being rejected like this? Am I really just not that skinny or beautiful or blah whatever? one love one peace one energy earth mama kels
If you still like this guy maybe you should still tell him, if not just play the feild abit get out there talk to as many guys as you want and maye you'll find mr right
hi earth mumma, aww baby girl, i think your being really hard on your self, i second the exploring the different guy thing, have a go, see what happens, who knows, you might like what or who you find. good luck {{{hugs}}} l xxx
