My friend breaks up with a her 90 day boyfriend three days after I bare my heart and soul to her that I have the deepest affections for her that I ever felt in my life for any women ever. We talk several times after this soul bearing session. I send her a letter. SHe calls me. I ask her what about her. She tells me the great stuff. And tells me that whatever I decide to do... to let her know and she'll probably be up for it. We both talked of deep spiritual connections with each other that we've felt for a long time (we've been friends for 23 years but very distantly. Like 6 years pass, and we meet, 3 years pass and we meet, 2 years etc.) over the phone in the same conversation just last week. This past weekend I drive up (120 miles) to where she lives and stayed Saturday evening with her. And we slept in different bedrooms. Went to two party's Saturday evening. We both knew people there. Sunday we had lunch at a nice outdoor cafe with my 17 year old daughter . Then We shopped for girly stuff and cool art. Five pm Sunday we kiss squarely without confusion or mis-turned head angles. Short and very sweet as we embraced and hugged a magically long moment...a second squeeze and held lonnnnger. Mmmmm. I get in the car and drive 120 long miles south listening to Van MOrrison all the way, dreaming of the incredible power and possibilities that are accompanied by Spiritual Deep Romantic Love. Whoa fuck I'm really in Love with this woman. She's close to giving up the shallow standard she has confessed she's been using for alot of years. As of today I've called her twice Monday and once today. I texted her twice today with just the message that "if she wanted to talk to please call me as I was at my limit of unresponded to phone calls. She's a Cancer I'm a Taurus. That's good. SHe and I are both into astrology. We both love reading to same kind of books. We both are nuturing parents. We're a fine looking couple. We both love to dance. nd we both understannd that we don't want to make love very soon as it can really skew the magic. I'll confess for the both of us.... that I believe that we have been led into deeper spiritual waters than we've ever dread in before. It's real....it's exciting....and it's a bit scary. What's happening here ..I need some insight and intuitive stuff here people ... Thanks
Well at this point everything seems to be going well for you. Congratulations. Don't know what to say except that if things continue to go well you might figure out a way to be closer to each other. The long distance thing is hard in the long run.
I think you are bored. HOWEVER! Looking forward to your saga and wishing you well. Go for it, ride it out. I know what it feels like too. I just can't imagine getting hitched is all. Come on now, do let know.
Dude! That's so kool and i'm happy for you. TAKE it SLOW. We are both Bulls and once we start chasing we get over bearing. Also-even more important remember Crabs all walk towards anything side ways!!!! Good choice on the Van Music-You Rock! Just be you and enjoy the ride. Peace The Wiz
sounds like you're slightly ahead of her but I susect you know that already . It's sweet to see that love can make us all feel like teenagers again! Give her the space to get to where you're already at. If she really wants to be with you, it will happen.
