maybe im just crazy but after all the drugs i have done i have become extrememly psycho-sensitive to many things... i used to be able to have colouring, but now it gives me lucid thoughts and one night i had a bowl of fruit loops before i went to bed and i was able to see full vivid events in my head, very twisted and bizare, and i couldnt sleep for hours... iv noticed i cant have alot of foods cause i feel strange in the head from eating them, and if i drink a beer, just one, i look around the room in amazment, things are very trippy and strange. im actually allergic to caffeine aswell, that makes me "schizo", buts thats another story. anyone feel crazy like this?
I'm hypersensitive to salvia, and many times I'm able to trip out without any sort of drug. All it takes is some crazy music or starting at an odd picture for long enough to send my mind to another place...
Yeah Ive been hypersensitive to weed for a few months... The worst it got was that just 3 puffs of plain weed leaves would have me stoned like i never had been, it would be sweat inducing intense. Music was almost too trippy to listen to. I think I didnt even need thc to start trippin out like that, just thinking I smoked weed when it was infact some other herb would have had the same effect.
same things been happening to me with weed latley, like one tiny aqua lung bowl and I'm as ripped as I normally would be after 5.
Yea I feel crazy like this. My drug use lasted 4 years 20 days starting, and ending, with marijuana. I have tripped 15-20 times in my life, ages 15-19, but this last year I did more psychedelics than I have in the other 3 years combined. I tripped 10+ times. I've done Salvia, Acid, LSA, Magic Mushrooms, Marijuana, DXM, I used to love hallucinogens. Now I cant smoke weed because I'll start tripping again. Hallucination Persisting Perceptual Disorder. Dont think about it, it will gradually get better. If you have HPPD the only way to get better is to quit all drugs and wait. lol.
no man HPPD is definitely not fun, more like an un-escapable hell? Maybe someday you will learn. Psychadelics are the 1 type of drug that can put u through alot of discomfort if they never wear off... If you've ever tripped for 2 or 3 days on acid you'd know how rediculous psychs can be and how unforgiving unfiltered reality is
nothings worse than not feeling like your 100% in reality. i mean, dxm gave me dissociation for months, where i just didnt feel at all in reality. and that was and i hope will be the worst thing that will ever happen to me in my life. i actually came to the depressing conclusion that i wasnt real, and that we were just nothing, as in i saw these things vividly in my brain. that hppd thing, does indeed suck. i saw colourd sparks every few seconds for a while there. and blobs of colour that would appear not in reality, but in the vision...
I've had what you've described as a type of DXM psychosis type thing.. after 2 years of stopping DXM use I really dont know if its gone because psychedelics have perma-fried me recently lol. DXM psychosis isnt shit compared to HPPD. HPPD can only be acquired by taking a substance that lets you see unfiltered reality, mushrooms LSD LSA and salvia im guessing are the only things that can precipitate it. with DXM or PCP (never done PCP but im going off of what friends have told me) you just wont feel "right" ever again lol. I know 2 people who've smoked PCP laced weed before and both are completely normal, more normal than me, but say they never felt the same after it. I smoked 4 hits off a mids/chronic blunt on new years and basically had a 2 hour long panic attack, staring at the clock thinking "omfg when is this weed gunna wear off". At one point I got really cold and started shivering for 30 minutes I've NEVER done this on weed before. probably the most intense high from weed in my life, my heart was racing like I was on meth. Not very comfortable, and I am not going to repeat anytime soon. sucks because alot of people I know smoke weed even my dad but I cant enjoy a simple toke anymore due to me being bored and wanting to trip.
QUOTE HPPD can only be acquired by taking a substance that lets you see unfiltered reality, mushrooms LSD LSA and salvia what you talking about. id include dxm in there. actually, its a fact that dxm gives worse hppd than lsd. your deffinatly right about never feeling the same again. iv talked to so many people about this, and i wonder if perhaps i had a lasting psychotic reaction, as in i wasnt me for months, i was looking out from an inner perception, and the days sifted into each other and i just wanted to die. i realised i wasnt real and nothing was, and cried. i became a sitting starring blob, it took all my personallity, i was nothing from the shit, i couldnt understand how i stood relationship wise with people even if i knew them for months or they were my best friends. it was a 600mg trip in the dark in my room that triggerd it, worse night of my life. now my quest for hope of sanity begins with askin all you people wether this is normal. hmm. i need to change the is;s to was;s and the past with the present, 17 valium, kickin fast. forget words and outer reality language, share our dreamin conscouness together, and it will be clean, safe, and better that sex...pure understanding, and love and emotion. Ha, people only sex back in the 21st century, fuckin poor bastards. to experience and connect with another conscioness, wow. truely it will happen.
its different for every person but for me DXM made me feel more burnt out than anything. Iduno if that counts as HPPD symptoms of anxiety, panic attacks, tracers, floaters, etc. but generally when I was doing DXM i DID NOT GIVE A FUCK i was probably the most care free on DXM than any other drug. shrooms and acid are the opposite for me.
The only drug I've found myself really sensitive to is Psilocybin. In comparison to other tryptamines, phenthylamines, opiates, salvia? I dont know what class to put it in, and psychadelic anesthetics (ketamine) I find that about a gram of dried psilocybin mushrooms of varying strains will give me full on OEV, CEV, body sensations and all the effects that most people need 3.5 grams to achieve. Its kinda cool and if anything I'm the opposite with acid.. it takes me 3 to 5 hits to get "spun" typically and I've gotten my hands on some bomb liquid at times.