tell me to shut up

my mom bought some cds on amazon and she told me to buy myself something for christmas (we're not celebrating at all). so i bought a microphone that she thought i bought last week, a present for her, and vitamins. but i have uber buyer's remorse & guilt. it's stupid, i feel guilty if i borrow a dollar to buy used books. or if i eat something that someone else in the house likes. someone tell me they did something extravegant and wasteful so i don't feel bad. x___x

 

I feel bad for helping make consumer sales predictions come true, this time of year.

Kind of like Hallmark during Valentine's Day and Mother's Day.

 

truuuuuue dat.

I told everyone not to get me anything this year, I just don't feel 'festive'.

 

Same. I mostly just got some clothes and a debit card.

I never really want anything for Christmas. I traded in a 12 string and my old Martin for a new one... which could use some new strings, nut/bridge/bridgepins and some modification to the action.

Other than that, I have a bluegrass monster on my hands.

http://www.elderly.com/new_instruments/items/HD28LSVA.htm

 

i have been saving money from every paycheck for months to give my dad all the money i owe him for xmas (i figured he didnt think i'd pay him off). he opened it and said he took the money out of my account months ago.
which kinda ruins my day cause not only did i not get him anything, but now i know why i almost overdrafted my checking account months ago (and i think i want my own account he can't get on now... cause its just wrong to take my money without telling me. i didnt have any money in savings... so he was taking stuff that i needed).

i got a bike thats sorta like the one i asked for. and burts bees things, which i'm trying to figure out if its safe for my hair. and a scarf/hat/gloves set which has to be returned cause the hat doesnt fit with my dreads.

i sound really negative...

 

I spent 300 dollars on a roundtrip ticket to Honalulu for Spring Break.

 

£40 quid on concession football tickets during the time my brother is here...




and im gonna spend about £350 on a violin

 

I don't give Christmas presents, nor expect any. My whole family isn't into presents at christmas either.

Oh - BUT! Once I was looking for a cd, but they didn't have it, so I bought THREE other cds to make up for it. :/

 

Niether do I, but I did make some people some hemp anklets and shit... they were all asking me for them for a while, and I thought... might as well give it to them close to christmas.

 

What an asshat.

I was given a shitload of money to spend on a new computer... I'm rather broke and I owe schoolfees so I should put it off til the summer, throw this money at tuition and books and transport and save up for a new comp in the summer but instead I'm gonna just go and spend 2/3 of it on a new computer and monitor and only spend about 1/3 on schoolish things. I'm bad, bad to the bone

 

I got a a microphone for my band. And i'm happoy with it.,

 

You miserable motherfuckers


CHRISTMAS RULES!!


and so does the uuber sexy new stero adorning my cars display, mmmmmm, no more singing to myself. HELL YES



*shakes head sadly at the miserable motherfuckingness*

 

i did something extravegant, but it was wastful, i dont remember the details, but im here now and maybe i was yesterday too. oh yea i remember...

 

Heh, i felt and said the same thing ...
But i got gifts anyway