so i smoked last night..not even a bowl..just enough to feel nice..and burnt some incense/candles (I do this anyways, although i'm 'forbidden') but i think my parents still smelled the smoke of my cig & weed..because i wake up to hearing them talking about asthma and i have asthma..or maybe im hallucinating like i do sometimes..but either way..i hate paranoia..and im still tired..so back to bed
yaa parents... i always trip on those kids that have parents that are kool with them smoking and even smokes WITH them krazy mann my parents arent kool with that even though my dads a raging pothead heha raging.y did i say that... yee but from my research,its mostly the white kids with those parents but idk
Oh the days of living with parents. I can't say I miss them much. But now I have to worry about grouchy roomates.
hmm the only reason I feel bad for is is because you're supposidly 20 and you're worried about what your parents are going to say... I'm just saying though, hope I don't sound like a complete prick.
I loved living with my folks. They were so cool. Sucks your parents aren't down with you smoking. Is it that they don't want you to smoke, or they just don't want you to smoke in their house? Because once me and my dad had that simple conversation, it was all good. I could smoke until I was blurry eyed, just nowhere inside the house. Lucky for me we had a detached garage. Best of lucky though
yea it's sad that i'm 20 and i'm afraid of what they think. but i really don't know what my parents would think. I've bitched at both my parents for smoking (cigarettes) and here I am smoking clove cigarettes and some weed. so you have to understand that i feel really hypocritical and very paranoid..and when i'm not home i'm fine. when i'm at school I feel so much better. but again i was prolly hallucinating because i think my mom would've came in here and said something to me..i'm just weird..i can joke around with my mom about it..and ask her questions about it..but i don't really know how she'd take it..i'm thinking of giving her all my stuff for christmas and see what she says, and i'm on repeat because i've already said something about that
ya man i was talking to my dad today... he was like "so are you smoking much weed", i was like "now and again"... he got kind of upset and pretty much tried to scare me into not smoking again. thankfully i dont live with or near him... 6000 km baby this thread gave me a good place to vent, thanks... how many peoples parents out there think they are the pillar of truth and wisdom in the world? it's ridiculous...
yeah my dad thinks he is..and my mom too..lol. and they say that i think i know everything..i know i dont know everything..but i know enough to stay alive..and i'm really beginning to think that was a wigged out dream because of the simple fact that my mind is overactive..and my parents don't like me burning anything in the house..they think i'm a liability as far as that's concerned..but before they even implemented this little rule against me I had been burning incense/candles in my room for years! I've never had any problems..i never leave them unattended.. so yeah I really hate living at home because of all this bullshit. i feel more like i'm 12 than 20.
i also have a huge problem with trusting my mom..the "last" time I got super drunk she went and told my father..who in turn told me the next time he heard of me getting that drunk he'd break my fingers off so i couldn't drink..i realize that he cares about me and doesn't want me to get hurt..but that hasn't stopped me from drinking..and besides that I'll be 21 in less than 6 months..so what's he going to do then..tell me I can't drink? sorry I'm old enough to do as I please..tyvm.
My parents know I smoke and it's fine with them (they still smoke too, never around me though) but I still don't know how'd they react if they knew I did it in the house every night. They don't want me to become a 'pothead'. Well, they're a bit late haha. I had my bathroom and bedroom doors locked last night cause I was smoking and my dad came knocking on my door wanting my guitar, and he was mad that the doors were locked and wanted to know what I was hiding. I said that I just got out of the shower and forgot to unlock the doors, which was halfway true :tongue: That sucks that your parents don't let you light incense and candles...there's always incense burning in my room. My mom burns it a lot too and that's probably why I'm allowed, otherwise she'd say it stunk too much. But sorry for my rambling haha.
its alright becca..yeah my dad freaks out about me locking my doors..but he was the one that put the lock on my door..im like wtf is the point of having a lock if i cant use it? and my brother picks the lock..and it's like i have no privacy..i'm used to locking my doors since i live in a dorm and you have to lock the doors unless u want unwelcomed visitors..at school we cant burn anything..which makes me sad because i love candles & incense..*sigh*..and the thing is my mom burns incense too!
