Hi Sorry if this is in the wrong forum but I need help and therefore am posting I am Nineteen and have had a lot of trouble moving jobs but am drinking heavily....I mean heavily....I have drank 90 beers in a week. I am terrified of my tolerance level a couple of weeks a go I polished off an enitre litre bottle of Whyte and Mackay Whisky and despite slurring could hole a conversation.... I have for the past three weeks drank until I have passed out in my bedroom....My kidneys are hurting and I cannot stop...Despite working I am apllying to Uni and have been rejected by three already I want to make it abundantly clear that I am not an Alcoholic...I have problems at the moment Hi to ErzeBet I am the one with the College Friend
It doesn't matter whether you choose to call yourself an alcoholic or not, really- but at this time, you are reaching out for help and that is a GOOD thing! I am trained in substance abuse counseling, but I can tell you please PLEASE find somebody you can speak to in person. Whether you want to attend an AA meeting or not, somebody at one could probably give you some guidance. They are the least judgemental people imagineable- I have been to plenty of AA meetings as a student. Your behavior could be putting you at serious risk, and you clearly see that- and that's a HUGE important step! So good on you for realizing it now.
