I understand your loss... I sense a very... nonchelantness about it, but I've been there too. Man, I never know what to say to death. It's never really something anyone has been able to control. In fact, I almost died two weeks ago. I was inches from dying... if I had hit my head on the tree or the airbag didn't deploy, I wouldn't be here. I had blood-soaked bark in my pockets when I cleaned my jacket... I lost over a pint of blood, mostly from the head and neck. I've lost two people in two weeks, eight or so, this past year, sixteen (majority of them to either car accidents, alcohol, or suicide) in two years, and whereabouts over 20 in ten years. I've got more death within my realms than I need to know exists in an entire lifetime and it's not going to end here. It changes your way of living... I was even in denial that I was alive, at first. I don't know what to think sometimes, but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Just hope you'll be okay...
im not in denial, its just this kid was speedballin on oxycotton methadone coke zanax and other stuff lots of weed. andd he had a heartattack in his sleep and oxygen couldnt get to his brain for 2 hours so he died.. ive had losses before and have excepted that its a part of life and everything happens for a reason. sure it sucks, but when you treat your body like that you should expect the consequences.
like i was just smokin a blunt with him and my buddy cj and i was talkin to cj tellin him im concerned cause i think he has a pill/coke problem and him and brett(the one who passed away) were like nahh as soon as it starts effecting my income ill quit and i was just like its about your health not your money. then that night, brett dies.
Sorry to hear about your friend, very sad story. Staying away from drugs is the best thing a person can do.
