750mg of tramadol.......

Yeah I'm still itchy as fuck.

They feel so good when you're lying in bed. It feels like you're sinking into a pool of comfort.

 

Yeah but it is really hard for me to sleep when I take them, so I usually just watch hours and hours TV because I'll be to tried to do anything that envolves energy.

 

Yeah me too. I went to bed at midnight last night and woke up at 5:00 this morning because I was itching so bad. Then I went back to bed at about 8:00 this morning to try to go back to sleep, but I was itching to bad and just laid there scratching my whole body. It feels so good to scratch at your itches while on tramadol.

 

Thats main reason I dont do tramdol alot. If have the choice between taking tramadol or another kind of painkiller like codeine, I would take the codeine.

 

Unfortunately, I think I am one of the "codeine-hardheads". I can't get a buzz from codeine.

 

Just now took 200mg more. I still feel the others, so that is all I am taking now. I will probably take more in an hour or two.

 

TNS
Where do you see yourself 2 years from now? A homeless drug addict?
I'm assuming the reason you got into the Job Corps was to learn a trade and learn resposibility and save some $$.
You may be learning a trade but you sure as fuck aren't learning responsibility and according to other posts you've made you spend all your $$ on dope.

You may be one of those people who are pre-disposed towards substance abuse. I'll wager Job Corps has referrals they can give you so you can get help.

Post after post you brag about how much you're abusing your body, how much $$ your wasting.

If you continue the way you are headed you're in for a sad short life. I've seen it happen over and over.

You're not going to be able to hold down a REAL job taking all the dope your now taking. So when you get out of jpb core you're either gonna have to live off someone else or live on the street and sleep in a cardboard box. If friends/family take you in they'll eventually tire of you mooching and stealing.

If you seek intervention I can tell you one thing for absolutely sure. You'll look back on theses days and shudder and be so damn happy that you stopped. Because I used to be just like you. And I regret all the time and $$ I wasted on a variety of drugs.

I'm not a teacher or leo. What I'm telling you is from life experience.
Smoke all the weed you want to, weed won't hurt you. But all that other shit sure as fuck will.

Do you really want to live in a cardboard box and eat at soup kitchens? Because if you don't seek help that's exactly where you're going to end up.

 

yeah well i was gonna say drive him to rehab but wtf he knows what hes doin probably

 

I understand where you're coming from and I appreciate the concern. I am currently waiting to hear back from a few job interviews I have had this past week and I figured I'd take a few pills whilst I wait to hear from them. I actually already graduated from Job Corps and they didn't find me a job, like they were supposed to, according to the contract. I also don't consider what I am doing to be bragging. I have said how stupid it is to take so many pills, especially xanax, and I know if I continue, I will end up in a bad spot. Since I met my fiance, I have actually calmed down a lot when it comes to pills and I focus mainly on weed and psychedelics.

Again, I know I need to stop taking pills, and I will, but there is nothing wrong with taking a few of them while I get my life together. I just can't go overboard like I used to. And thanks again for the concern.