character generation - are you real? (my last post .. probobly anyway)

first day of 2 months of holidays bored as ever cause im grounded till i get off my arse and get a job, feeling sorry for myself cause i dont have enough for a surfboard and shit lazy to give a friend a call so we can bum together and i find myself on the comp- myspace, msn, hipforums, youtube and tetris...
anyway, ive realised how much ive changed since january of this year when i first signed up to hipforums, i rarely come on now, i dress different, my music taste has broadend and im not hooked on the same stuff. i feel weird. i still have the same traits as before.. its hard to describe but yeah im like more 'normal' and not as crazy as i used to be like ive settled down and matured or soemthing. and now i have a friend who is acting like i was a year ago and im shaking my head at her. .as if im like a mother whos been through it all already. so this is growing up...ew i dont like it.

anyway to the reason i called my thread character generation:
we're on the net talking to people who dont know us from a bar of soap so why not make yourself sound better and cooler than what you really are? When your posting threads on hipforums you can iron out your faults and be the best person you can be.. i guess we're more like characters on this thing all playing a role.. is there anyone on this thing who has written and replied everything 100% who they are? i can admit ive twisted the truth and stuff just for the shear hell of it, why not? you cant catch me out and if you do blast me about it i can simply press that little 'x'.. you can call it a self esteem thing 'your not comfortable with you you are' and such n such.. but why not? if your morbidly over-weight have growths coming out of your eyebrows, have a secret love for 'the used' and no friends- thered be nothing better to do then come on this place- generate yourself a character and feel accepted.. just a thought.
but since this is my last post im going to say the honest to god truth.
my name is billie, im 15, i have shoulder lengthe brown dreads. i live in melbourne, australia and in year 11 doing vce- im doing biology, chemistry, maths, english, art and outdoor and enviromental education. i like electro music more then classic rock and oldies. my favorite tv show would be veronica mars and yes the oc. i like to go surfing, getting pissed and riding my bike round williamstown with my best mates. i dont like pot.. anymore.. its fucked up my father beyond recognition and i cant stand it- to me its dirty. last time did it i was having a compression session and i was pretty fucked and i looked around at the people i was with and felt pathetic. i hate hairy arms and legs. my favorite outfit is ma orange hurley t and short boardies and no shoes. i dont like the vegetarians that call meat eaters monsters and diss them for eating meat. i sleep with a blanket every night because of how it smells and i dance infront of the mirror,i feel sorry for the dude who owns the surf store in the city because noone buys shit from them but its because the stuff they have is hidious. im not a hippie.. i thought i was because people always said it to me, but ive come to the revelation that im really not, you guys are sweet n all but its not my scene..


see i tricked you all.. what i said over the year was blurred between truth n lie and im sorry if i lied to anyone on hipforums.


peace,love,understanding, respect and goodybye!!! i hope everyone is happy and they all have an awesomely sweet life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Damn kiddo, I really liked you too!

I guess it is easier to 'stretch the truth' around here. I don't think I have ever actually told a lie though ... I know for a fact that I have left out certain parts of my personality, just to seem 'cooler'. Well, we all must leave this place at one time or another, I hope you see nothing but beauty and positivity in your future. You deserve all the best, you have such a beautiful spirit.

 

Well really, that's all your control..


What I'm wondering is.... Doesn't that seem like a big waste of time to you?



I find myself shaking my head at alot of people, but what can I do but let them blaze their own trails. The most I can do is make a suggestion.

You don't have to be anything to be here... and all we are in the end is dust to dust.

 

You look ridiculous in that picture.