i need to get my message across. i just dont know how.

when i get really high me and my friend can communicate by saying random sentences and ideas that make no sence if you think twice about what we say. but were really good. we can come up with stuff on such a deep deep lvl but were always on the same page you know? some people think were gay and shit because how we are together and shit. the other night he said something like, "were evolving dude" and didnt say anything. something's seriously wrong with america. noone, and i mean noone, will talk with you on a same lvl. its like, once you "find them" they do some kind of reverse psychology shit with them selves and change, you can tell with communication. seriously, what is the game. "the game". wtf. thats all you need to learn from school. its all any job asks of you. its what girls want. its fucking retarded. i really think someone needs to translate some of my thoughts to a new religion. ok, guys. you know what i think is crazy. being raised by a mother whos raised by a mother raised by a mother etc. who is raised by society. i raised myself. i have a natural fucking system in my head that works. no, my bad. i dont have no system at all. i see things "not" how they seem to me, but how they are. you know how were taught in school. oh, remember the golden rule. be yourself. dont think about what others think of you. its bullshit. how many of you can honestly say that your perception of life is THE way of learning and living. can anyone see past personality. i cant. i see people for who they are. i am the perfect one. i dont believe my name is mine. its so crazy, if you met me, all you could see is my personality. thats not what i want. i am my own tool. you can only see my imagination. if only we were judged by our thoughts and nothing else. i can really see that we are all the same person. how the fuck are we not. i have powers man. i can think about ANYTHING. if i get high, every thought of mine is someone else's rule of life. every feeling i get is another person. i can think of any mental illness and i can have it. i dont use my imagination. fuck that. imagination is the clone of ourselves of whom we have forgoten. perception. fuck perception. fuck your perception. fuck your beliefs. you dont need them. pls. everyone join my rant. even go against it.

 

Well now that you have found what is wrong maybe you can also try to find what is right. Im sure you do sometimes, but damn that was a solid rant.

 

ok David koresh.."i am the perfect one"...ur not special bro everyone that gets high thinks like u do,we all see thought the worlds crap,we all understand that there is more than the stupidity we have today.

 

You, my friend Jesus, are very contradictory.

You'll find that to not play the game is simply another way to lose, unless you can start a new game...

 

start a new one, freak em game playing folks. But nah , the best is to be yourself

But you know , I have a friend whos into the whole I dont know , street game and says he needs this he cant get out.Thinks he Cant be Someone without it. Thats sad, I find. Hes very smart and friendly, he doesnt have to lift himself up with ther crazy shit he did.

But we all follow rules of a game. We speak with respect with elders, we dont start making elephant noise out of nowhere in public and stuff...Ya have to follow the rules for not to be put in jail or looked at as an asshole. But what I donyt like are the games were you know, the goal is gaining popularity and everybody is inflating their egos.

Anyways maybe this is off topic, I dont wanna read the huge paragraph again.

 

i kno what u mean mannn! 4real!!
but some of what u said i dont agree with. im just agreein with when u get high sometimes u feel stuff that u never feel when ur not high. therefor u are HIGH lol. its normal to think outta the 'box' when ur high. aspecially when ur on shrooms, when i was on shrooms i felt like fuckin einstein, and im not bullshittin.
i felt like a mad scientist and i felt like i knew everything.

ppl say drugs are bad and therres nothin to gain from them but addiction and it masses up lives etc blah blah blah....

theres SOOO MUCH to gain from drugs. idk about the others but weed and shrooms have changed who i am, and i love who i am now. im true to my self and to my freinds. shrooms, really does open ur mind, and lets u look at things in a different way...if its good. idk. it is what u make of it.

 

yeah man you are perfect

i'm perfect...we're all perfect. we're all the same, we're all beautiful expressions of creation.

 

i hate the game and i know what you mean.

one time i figured out the secret to predicting and reading and controlling the thought process. i still know it, but i don't do it anymore because it freaks people out. but i was getting at people, i was knowing EXACTLY what they were thinking despite their words or body language. and they knew it. i could see it in their eyes that they knew. they would be "in it" with me for a second. and then they'd fall back out and pretend it wasn't happening.

i'm not trying to sound hardcore . it's just what happens.

i kind of keep myself to myself, because i have made people freak out, and i don't want to do that, against their will. i've showed them things they don't want to see. i've ripped holes in their reality... even sober... i tell people they will black things out, that they're not willing to accept, and they do.

i have a friend who i can communicate with the way you can with yours. we can have a conversation, and it can be amazing, and the other person in the room will have no idea what we're saying. and i know what you mean, about people not being willing to connect with eachother...

it's so frustrating. you're not allowed to hug your friends and tell them how much you appreciate them. because it's "gay"... and that is wrong, because... i don't understand. because of buttsex? if you want to run away from everything that has had a penis in it you will never stop running.

and if you're in a "relationship" you can't be happy because of anyone else but that person. you can't say certain things or do certain things, because love = sex...

RANT RANT RANT

 

Why can't I stop reading this mindless bullshit banter?

 

because calling it mindless bullshit banter makes you feel good in some way or another i guess

 

Dude's an imperfect fucktard. People who call themselves "perfect" should shoot themselves in the face with a potato gun. Sounds like he thinks he's the messiah or some shit. Go fall off a cliff, man.

 

hahaha
its like not actually this serious at all, who cares about the game, games are fun, remember? we're all on the same board but sure i guess you could try and cheat, some people get found out some make it through and win.

 

i guess it all depends on whether you have fun PLAYING the game, or just winning it.

 

There is no game. It's a test......and we have to use a #2 pencil.

 

its funny how people think that drugs make them smarter or more deep what i find funny is that the drugs arent really doing anything but showing u whats in ur brain in reality if u think ur smart because u can solve things faster or think better its just cause u really are smart u just dont think deep enought to access that information,drugs dont give me anything except open my filters i probide the rest of the information

 

wow. just fucking wow. passing judgments against people, putting words in their mouth, and telling them to shoot themselves in the face and fall off a cliff... yeah, i can see where you're coming from, that's so much better than loving yourself.

maybe if someone says they are perfect and mean that they're better than everyone else, you might be justified in telling them otherwise... but i don't think that's the case here... if it is... whatever.

 

no one's perfect..if someone can give me the definition of a perfect human beying and probide me one i will dance around naked and call myself martha stewar..u can love urself but ..not that much

 

Well I do think mr jesus christ possee is a very bright guy just a bit off track maybe

 

"You took too much man, too much, too muuuch."


Is it cold up there on your pedestal?

 

people have different definitions of perfection.

i don't see why it's bad to consider yourself perfect, even with the worst possible definition...