i cant stand life anymore. its unbearable. i know so many more people have it worse off than me and im thankful for where i am today. but i just cant make my life work. im fucking up my school life just for the sake of gettting high or fucked up. example: i have parents evening coming up soon and my mum is away. so i have to go with my dad. alll he is going to think about is how bad im doing not how to help me. example 2: i cannot relate to anyone in any way. if someone says that for example their gran or someone died, i cant feel anything. i dont know how im supposed to feel. i feel that i just cant be bothered with anything anymore. yet i want to succeed, but no matter how hard i try it doesnt work. i wish that i could make myself commited to things yet my attention span doesnt let me. you know that someone said (cant remember who) that to be happy, you need friends, family and nature around you. i have all these yet i cant be happy i dont know why I HATE IT I FUCKING HATE IT APISD;UJKGRB;\HJKSD B NDGHKYIU7N7HY6UHzfhzxfhyk[-0p;pok;l][pk';,wa689rpyuj;oighj z'UJMK,IOW45, L, L,LKLKLOL AAAAAAAAAAAH FUCKING HELL I WANT IT TO FUCKING END all i ever do is go on the computer. im so self conscious that i cant stand being with people i just wish that i can stop. i need to be with people. also i find nothing satisfys me anymore. i have no goals in life. nothing to aim for. no one to aspire to be. im too self conscious to even talk to people about how i feel because i think that they will laugh. or talk behind my back. i just want to sit alone and never see anyone again. i have people i can talk to. but i just cant explain how i feel. i can never get this though of how im failing out of my mind. no matter how happy i am at one moment, it'll always be there. no matter what im doing. all i can do, is talk to names on the internet which lets me hide behind a screen name.
Have you ever considered talking to your guidance counselor at school :H Guidance counselors often have a degree in psychology, and could almost certainly help you through your difficulties. Hotwater
You know your the one behind your self destruction. Yes maybe sure things have happened to hurt you, someone said something mean, someone let you down. But guess what, you have to move past it. Its always easier said than done, but to be happy its got to be done. Stop smoking pot (if thats an option for you) and focus on school. Have school as a goal. Make goals, people dont give you goals you make goals. Just because some tells you that their granny died doesnt mean anyone can relate ... It just means that person is feeling down and maybe just wants to talk about it. You might consider talking to someone close to you who other than a screen name can give you better advice. Someone close to you could be a friend, a family member, even if just writing down how you feel, like a journal. Your 15 so much of your life is ahead of you, theres good and bad days, the trick is aiming for making it a good day I hope you feel better, remember life is all in the way you look at it. Feel better
just talk to people you are closest to, they wont laugh or treat you like a freak. i recently lost a girl i intended to marry, most of my friends to university and couldnt get a job for months on end. i had no focus in life, i felt that without this girl i had no motive to get out of bed. i talked to one of my best friends and my ex's mum, and its helping. a few months later some days i still feel like i dont care about anything. but somedays im loving life again. dont talk to loadsa people if you really dont want to. just talk to someone about it. and even if u dont care about school, think of it as a game or a way to shut your parents up
~peace~ man. PM me when you get this and let me know what's going on man. Us stoners gotta stick together. Seriously man.....send me a PM. I don't know how much I can help, but I can listen and I know it's easier to talk about your problems on the internet than it is in person. You still need to talk to someone in person, but this is at least a start.
I would talk to a psychiatrist. I had a friend in high school who had teen depression and they put her on prozac for it and once she got into the real world she was fine and was able to get off of it. Don't be so upset over a temporary situation. Being a teenager freaking sucked at times.
Best of luck, dude. If you ever need another "name" to talk to, I'm more than available to shoot-the-shit. Hope all is peaceful ~
Teenagers often feel that their situations in life are permanent. Know this: After graduation NOTHING you did in high school matters. No one will remember, no one will care. You will never have to see those people again. It's all just meaningless drama in the end. So just ride it out. Like a bad case of disentary, this too shall pass. Another point to look forward to: when you are out of school you can reinvent yourself in any manner you choose and no one will compare you to the old you or the things you did. Fun Fact: The reason for the mental turmoil and emotional detachment you are experiencing now is due to the fact that the frontal lobe of your brain is in a state of flux. It won't stop until you're in your mid twenties, so hang on tight and before you know it you will have your very own sexy fully developed frontal lobe... just like me.
Your frontal lobe makes me hard.. anyhoo, thanks for all the advice people, I feel happier again. You all made me feel better thanks again xxx
I know a 15 year old girl who talks just like you. I'd swear you were her if your profile didn't say you're male. I've heard this kind of stuff before. I've never had a solution for her, and I don't have one for you either. Sorry.
What if you're 21 and you find out a 15 year old was better able to express how you feel 95% of the time, than you. Hypothetically of course.
Then we start to wonder if you were being hypothetical.... If you are not beiing hypothetical, listen to these peoples advice. Worked for me.
i felt the same way, then i took shrooms and had a deep inner-space adventure in my own mind and sorted things out and im cured
I always hate life around finals... And the second they're done my happiness level shoots through the roof.
