I have not had a girlfriend in a year now. Its because I love a girl and I wont have another person. Sometimes I wonder how long I will go without someone. At this rate, my whole life. She left my apartment tonight, and after she left I rubbed the lipstick on her wine glass as if I were putting my fingers on her lips. I smeared her lipstick until it was a film on the glass.
Your actions seem to suggest two possibilities: 1) she's taken, she's found love in the arms of another man (or woman) 2) You're too afraid to tell her how you really feel because you can't handle rejection Hotwater
as long as ya dont have a ball of her hair under your pillow it doesnt exactly sound too unhealthy hell u been alone over 2 years..hangin onto the idea of a girl...or more to say the idea of what i dont wanna settle for..lol last gf was such a serius disapointment don't want another till find 1 that just feels right i guess somehow feels like this periods gonna end soon tho..i hope..lol and yours will too when ya least expect it to..and maybe in a way youd never expect..lifes full of crazy sirprises that way sometimes when your stuckin a rit it will just bitch slap ya and wake u up to greatter possibilities
I think that's romantic. ~ It's nice to see that in the fast-paced world of dating today. Best of Luck!
