strange times....maybe i'm losing my mind

i feel so very detached and out of it today.....
not depressed, but pretty numb. it just feels like i'm totally blank...like i'm miles and miles away.

maybe its the bleak weather, or bad health, or loneliness, or something else. i can't put my finger on it though.

i think part of it was meeting this beautiful girl today who looked distressingly familiar, but i dont think i've actually met her before. i think she just reminds me quite a lot of a few people i've known in the past. i'm not 100% positive that i haven't already met her, though, which makes me feel bad (like i've done too many drugs and such in my past and it affected me worse than i realized)

its amazing how much can just slip away from you....it really hits home for me when i meet someone and don't know if i've met them before or not...

i've been out of sorts lately. i wish i knew what to do with myself.

 

Join the military


A few months in Iraq and believe me you'll be more focused than any other time in your life. focused on staying alive :H



Hotwater

 

nah, definitely not for me.

 

Maybe you just haven't been smoking enough weed lately.

 

^Yep, that's it.

 

Gotta be.

 

i think you have 2 choices
reach inlightment or go get wasted
either way your having fun....i think

 

I prefer enlightenment to inlightenment, personally

 

How about unlightenment... for those who prefer the dark?

 

That's nice too, on occasion. lol

 

hahaha I LOVE unlightinmint!

an peppermint! Roflmao

 

Peppermint can kiss my dick. I like vanilla milk.

 

peppermint rocks

 

strainge is good. peppermint and chocklet. creating and exploring.
not taking what we can't enjoy so others can enjoy it too.

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