My husband had just been arrested and was at the police station in a white straight jacket. There was a black cop there trying to get him to make a deal. The guy was being real nice, but was hanging upside down on the wall like a lizard. My old man was just saying OK to the deal when the lizard-cop told him there was just one stipulation. "You have to lick my balls" said the cop, and he turned himself around on the wall to expose his naked ass. He stuck his butt right in my husbands face, and it pissed me off, so I grabbed his balls with my fingernails and squeezed for all I was worth. It should have KILLED him, but he made no sound nor did he flinch. Then I figured out that he actually LIKED it, so I let go. Next thing I knew I had a straight jacket on too. I was taken to "booking" where there were little rooms with glass windows so people could watch. I saw a woman having a panic attack in one room, and the cop who's job it was to watch started laughing like he was watching a comedy TV show or something. I told him off, big time!!! There was a seemingly very nice cop in there who was jolly and friendly, but I discovered that the friendly ones were the most evil. A bunch of prisoners were lined up in a row and part of the proceedure was to have wierd medical experiments done on you. The friendly cop was trying to make people feel like this was OK.... He was sort of hypnotising people with his pleasant manner, and no one was questioning it. Of course I did. Then I woke up...
Sounds like you are having guilt dreams. I live a lifestyle that is very law abiding, but could still put me in jail because of my love for a plant. Gives me guilt dreams like that. I also have very vivid and intense dreams. I try to be a peaceful person, but I have terribly violent bloody dreams, and dreams of ghosts and demons with fights just as bad as the human ones. Oddly enough, they are exhilirating to me, as I usually am the winner in my dreams. they are more like watching a movie, and I find myself detached in my dreams. I am a lucid dreamer though, so I know I'm dreaming, but I also believe it has meaning, so I go wherever it takes me.
