So heres the thing. Normally I smoke 2 or 3 times a week, and thats it. I kind of end up feeling "lost" or something, if I smoke more than that, and I just get really disconnected. I'm sure most of you are like that a lot of the time, but I just never really liked getting like that for extended periods of time. Anyways, for the last week I've been constantly stoned or at least high. I smoke a bowl every morning, and stay that way until I go to bed. It's been a really cool experience in a way, and I feel like I've figured out a lot of things by just letting go that way. I'm starting to get to the point though, where I'm really starting to question everything I'm doing, aka my major in college, what I want to do with my life, etc. It's been pretty intense being stoned for a week straight pretty much, because I tend to have crazy ideas when I'm high, and so obviously the last week has involved some really deep thinking. Anyways, yeah. I don't know what the point of this thread was. I plan on staying like this until the end of the weekend, just getting stoned. Maybe by then I'll come up with some answers about everything. Peace.
I'm going through nearly the exact same thing, my friend. However, I've been thinking this way even before I started smoking more than I usually do. However, more weed in my daily regimen has given me more time to think, if that makes sense... What with so many thoughts bouncing around my head when stoned. On one hand, I find it enlightening... On the other hand is the confusion that comes along with realizing that all the plans I'd made before about my future (school, job, security) just don't make sense to my soul.
yea i get what your trying to say, and to tell you the truth I've stopped existing some while ago. Where im headed in the future doesnt seem to phase me too much, because in a sence I feel like I'll be alright. After finishing off this last year of high school im thinkin I'll head down to chicago or new york for music, but if I hadn't of floated my mind so many times I wouldent of realized I wanted to do this, and I would of probably ended up working a dead end job that doesnt give me any pleasure whatsoever. And hey if things dont work out in this lifetime, theres always the next. You'l be alright bud.
I have pretty much lost touch with who I was a week ago. I have no completely seperated from that person. I am now constantly high and I'm able to function normally. I think it's possible I am going to be high for the next few years, and I mean constantly. It has been a very strange, long, but good week for me.
Right on brother, jus keep on keepin on. The only thing I seek in this lifetime is enlightenment, I dont give a shit about my status in society, if anything im burned out from societys plyers. So what you are ultimately doing is taking a step forward for human kind, and not two steps back. Cheers to that mate!
I think we've all had this feeling before but personally I would just turn to bob marley in this situation: Rise up this morning smiled with the rising sun three little birds pitch by my door step singing sweet songs of melodies pure and true saying, this is my message to you: Dont worry about a thing every little thing is gonna be alright Dont worry about a thing every little thing is gonna be alright
hey man, stop smoking. take a break, find out who you are without weed, then reinsert weed. IMHO of course, i was feeling like that and i slowed the smoking down and now im strait.
