i'm losing my mind. i haven't been able to talk to that boy in awhile because we have no way to get ahold of each other right now and its seriously just killing me. i don't think i've ever missed somebody so much before. i don't know if i should see if his new cell is hooked up yet by calling his mom cause i really don't want to bother her but honestly, i don't think i've ever been so depressed before...
How come you guys are seperated? How long will it be before you guys are together again? They always say "Absence Makes the Heart Grow Fonder" but I belive it just hurts too much sometimes. Been there...
well hes gone away so i can only see him when he visits and i still have a month and a half to go until he visits :\
Take a deep breath. Stand up tall. Go to work, school, or whatever you do for a living. Throw yourself into it for the next 6 weeks. You'll be fine. I would kill for seeing my boy in 6 weeks, it'll be another 6 or so months until I get to. Chin up. Everything will be fine. And think how happy you will be to see him in 6 weeks. It really isn't that far away. Just find something to occupy your time.
but i mean if his new cell WAS hooked up, wouldnt he be able to call you? if he misses you as much as you miss him, he'll be calling as soon as he can... i agree that it sucks. very much sucks. missing hurts!!!
yeah well i do work but i'm only on 5 hour shifts until december and i have no idea how to occupy all of my time. its the worst when i go to bed alone at night...
You can't take on extra shifts? Get another job? Sorry, it's only be 2 weeks since I've been with my guy, so I can't imagine how it's going for you. I've just been taking on extra shifts at work, working like 20+ hours of overtime...Trying to pass the time. I don't know how else to do it, rather than throw myself into my work
