As I lurk in the shadows, I watch you having fun as I have done for so long You know not of my existence, but I still watch you until I get up the courage to speak to you one day I was touched by fire, and my physical appearance, let's just say I don't look like I belong So this is why I lurk in the shadows secretly watching you each and every day. My physical appearance has a tendency to distress others so So I am scared to speak to you or to approach you But tonight as I watch you things are different, you are with a man oh, how I wish I were him though I would take you into my arms and love you with a love so true. As I watch from the shadows, I see the man lean down and kiss you I feel anger because I thought you would reserve your self just for me Because I my dear, could give you a love so true How can you let this stranger ravish your body so? This was supposed to be me. I hear your male friend say," Let's go to my place and we will make love all night long" As I silently watch I can feel my blood begin to boil What hurts so, you are clinging to this stranger so very very tight I must stop you from making this dreadful mistake, I must show myself this very night. I step out of the shadows, and just like all the others you let out a blood curdling scream The strange man tries to defend you, but I have a gun, shooting him dead as I watch him fall to the ground I shake you, trying to calm you down, trying to make you realize this is not a dream My hands go around your throat to silence you, but when I let go you silently fall to the ground.