Wait...who decides who is welcome here ???.....you have just as much right to be here as the rest of us...please , dont let anyone make you feel as if you havent a place amongst us....this is Hippiedom...we are all family here.....if you need to talk, pm any one of us, ok ? !!
You seriously haven't given it enough time.. It took me forever to feel that people were reading what I wanted to say, and almost as long to make friends here.. Hm.. And yes, nobody can push you out of here.. The place is big enough for everybody, and you are free to be involved wherever you like here..
http://images.google.com/images?q=tbn:lM-NFbHXs2EYbM:http://www.webtree.ca/tree/gifs/Welcome/wagon_welcome.gif ~ a speical message 4 you