social problems

this may sound wierd but i cant stand talking in a big group (even if im good friends with each person) im scared of being interrupted or interrupting someoenelse idk why...its only been lately that ive felt this way.

i prefer one on one or one on two convos

 

if your are gonna stay away from groups.. you will lose important part of your social life develipment.. and therefore become unblanced individual and will suffer later in life... IT IS ALL IN YOUR HEAD....

 

i know...i just dont know when my turn to talk is...and it think about that too much so i just stay quiet until the grp disperses and only talk to individuals

 

Yes that is how I am alot and it sucks. Yes it is all in your head but just saying that and admitting it doesn't solve the problem.

 

i have no idea how to fix it. it must be fixed. maybe i should kill 30% of my brain cells so im stupid and wont care lol

 

Just do it. It's the only way to get over it.

 

the wierd thing is is that this only happened recently..before i could strip naked and yell the pledge of alliegence infront of america....low testosterone lvls?? lol

 

bump

 

same here i used be totally cool talking to people but i think after a while i got sort of obnoxious, now im shy and trying to deal with that

 

im like that lol...people know it...when theres alot i just walk around and lean over people and smile or just dance around ...until someone takes me 1 on 1...they like me like that though

its just anxiety...can be caused by alot of things...including drugs hehe...dyou take drugs? ...

 

i just started taking ecstascy a few weeks back

 

ooooooh

its the ectasy hahhaa

for sure

well im sure you probably wouldnt be in this situation if ya hadnt taken x

 

hmm maybe you have a social anxiety disorder or something like that..
try talking in groups of two.. then four.. then more!
maybe that will work?

 

I don't like being around people ethir.I doubt its abnormal.

 

think it could have induced a disorder?

 

the x?

 

yea

 

"i hate people but i love social gatherings... isnt that ironic"
i use to be loud and the centre of attention, slowly i've started calming down over the last couple of years and i hate being in groups of people, its definately the X.

 

yeah maybe it is the x... slow down with it?
i don't know.. hmmm

 

if they are connected, i havent done it in like 2-3 years so its like a long term effect maaaybe