First let me apologise for the personal attacks on this forum of late. Then respond to this statement made((( Quote; """"In the end, Old Crone just hurts people """")))) My intent was to use the gifts, and experiences I have walked through to help others. NEVER was it my intent to harm, or hurt any one. I sincerly apologise if I have hurt you by being here. I have learned as much if not more from all of you. We all have become our own teachers, and students. Sometimes all we need to know is we are not alone. True to my form let me share a brief story with you. You see I used to make healing, and energy quilts. The passon, and love.... mixed with tenderness, and joy was as humbling as it was whole. The gift that blessed the giver. The last quilt was given to the dog. I cried feeling right sorry for myself. Ah but then went deeper inside my heart. The dog needed healing too. We each must be our own healers, and a gift given with expectation is no gift at all. I have not made another quilt. Sometimes the way a heart, or soul is trampled by our own emotional attachments, fears and neediness.... leaves for much needed reflection. If in looking into that reflection I have chosen to grow beyond myself into a place where my heart understands a bit more about compassion, and love.... then the lessons I drew unto my self were time well spent. Being with each of you over these past few years has been a reflection of the community, and oneness we are in our search for answers, and wholeness. We can only be true to ourselves. We choose where our path will take us. May I ever be conscious of the hearts, and lives around me. This place has become a quilt of sorts that shows a tapestry of contradictions, and pieces made whole by those around us. Love honors purity of heart, respect trust, and compassion. I would never want this message to be just about what I want. I want this message to be one of respect, and letting each of you know how much you mean to me, and just how much I treasure your light, and spirit. I long for others to jump in, and answer, or speak from their hearts. I search for truth, and know sometimes you have to trust in yourself, and beyond what seems all there is. Each of us drawing the lessons we need to walk in this place of being true to ourselves. Our reflections, words, and who we are speak with each breath we share. If we have to devalue someone or walk on the hearts of others to show how great we are.... then maybe we need to step to the side, and ask what greatness is. If we have to personally attact, or tear someone elses paths apart to feel good about ourselves then maybe just maybe the price for greatness is too high. The story teller, the heart of many experiences, a voice and student willing to share is who I am. Nothing outrageous to claim. Just truths to be shared in a hope they will help add to the design of who we all are. May we each find wholenss, and what it means to be true to ourselves. May we each find the heart become vulnerable, and filled with light, and love marking a path of wisdom to be honored in our trust. In this We walk side by side, and this too is love. Thank you.
Aireal, I care for You as a friend as a teacher. youve been there for me, when I couldnt see where to go to. I went to you. That quote... Everyone gets hurt, we all have choices right...Things happen. I know you didnt mean to harm anyone, and I know things you speak come from the heart. And I just wanted to say, that things are forgiven. Personaly you did not hurt me. I cried tears caused by myself. I wonder what my point is. Your a generous person.That deserves to know what it means to be whole. To know what love is for yourself. Everyone deserves that, but you should be first in line. I love you! If your second guessing yourself, dont..just because there are people who dont agree. You can continue to be who you are. Because I love who you are! GREATYANNICK: HI! well Its not about her trying to prove her abilities to you or anyone of us. Shes trying to get to the point.Didnt you READ THE POST? SHES humaN JUST LIKE YOU. NO ONES PERFECT. SO DO SOMETHING THAT WILL HELP THE REST OF THE WORLD! GO CLEAN YOUR YARD! Plant a tree. OR FOCUS ON YOURSELF! Youre chasing after something that is far from OVER. I guess im kind of upset that you keep personally trying to attack Oldcrone. BUT like everything its a choice...TEll me who in your world has gifts, powers, magic...WHO HAS dimples, blue eyes, or orange hair...Explain to me why your here...You can ignore my post. And you dont have to explain yourself to me.I I just want you to drop it..she doesnt have to prove a thing to you. Does she ask you to prove your age?
Its alright...I never planted a tree anyway. well at least I hope you have fun doing the things you do..lol..even if you wack off twice a day. I see where fishbowls comming from...Everything is choice, and we live the moment. But again, its everyones choice to belive and do what they want. oh yeah...greatyannick one more thing... Your twice my age. And your calling me a moron. I kind of laughed when I read that. I didnt mean to offend you or anything. For the record...Im not a Moron, Im human. Peace to everyone, britt
greatyannick, for somebody who wanks twice a day you seem to have alot of pent up frustration............
Old Crone, you are very loved- don't let a few cruel words put a burlap sack over the glowing love within you. Some people are stuck in the grade school bully mindset, they aren't happy with themselves and rather than try to heal they choose to hurt others as not to be alone. Others just have some drive to put others down so they can give themselves an illusion of being above someone. The mean words are not true, it's a cry for help in a language the speakers themselves do not understand. My imaginary friends/spirit guides send giant snuggly hugs and want you to know how beautiful they think you are, I must say I agree, every time I read one of your posts I can see the love tucked between each line, you care about people you'll never see face to face, who sometimes don't seem to say thank you often enough... Maybe karma runs more like a slot machine though, someday twenty billion shining flakes of goodness and light will fall right outside your door, with a note saying the other fifty gajillion are on their way once the delivery fairy figures out how to drive a semi truck. If I knew how to make a healing quilt I'd wrap one around your shoulders right now, until I learn that would you settle for a hug?
G'Day Soulinafishbowl Your not angry with old crone and you cant shake her tree because she has been around the block a few times. Your angry with your friend. If she wants to be a wannabe and ripp's people of, that's her choice and she is hurting her self more then she knows for now. Your a bit angry with your self as well because there is something at the old crone's place that is nagging at you and she planted so many seeds. It is up to you to nurture these seeds. Old crone NEVER said, do this or do that. If she said to someone that he/she is very artistic that does'nt mean that that person should dropp everything and become an artist. Get my drift. A real psychic is a guide, a tool and the answer to all questions are deep in your self. But you have to do the digging. We are all psychic and so much more. We are just ignorant, brainwashed, lost to be innocent and to belive in our selfs. Love and light. See ya hathor2