Any body ever feel like there going crazy?

Ive done a lot of E.... not as much recently as i have in the past because i felt like i was losing my sanity.... I would go home after shows after eating between 5 -10 in a weekend and still hear crowds of people behind me talking but i couldnt make out what they were saying... for like a day or two afterwards followed by the usually emotionless/depressed feelings I would randomly talkout loud to myself and I developed a speach impediment... not real bad but i get tongue tied and confused in the head all the time and just cant spit out what im trying to say.......... anybody have this happen to em..... or farther down the line than i am ??

 

after doing e, i feel retarded for a day or 2 but not insane

 

where do u think they got the word "e-tard"

 

right right........... im talking weeks after......... and i wasnt talking about going retarded.....

 

maybe you shouldnt do e, if you hear things afterwards

 

your body and mind is trying to tell you somthing...

 

word

 

"I would randomly talkout loud to myself and I developed a speach impediment... not real bad but i get tongue tied and confused in the head all the time and just cant spit out what im trying to say."

exactly same thing is happening to me

 

yeah man ive started mumbling shit to myself and not being able to speak right.

 

but not insain

 

e-fucks with ur head i ate 4 h-base tabs today it was nice

 

haha h-base tabs....

 

indeed. i dont think im ever going back to meth base these are so much nicer

 

yeah totally mate.

 

props.

 

i guess at least im not the only one

 

speech impediment... well when do ice, for days after, when i try to speak its often hard to come out and i fuck up the words so much i give up trying to get it out. expecially the I's. iii, iii, iii, arhhh fuck it.

 

talking to yourself outloud and hearing voices are signs of skitzophrenia. I knwo somebody who got it that way, his sunconcoiuss made up characters for him to talk to afterwards, thats about the time he snapped and ended up having to be with assistants and medicated.

 

hmm, strange. just the other night i had an intensive night of insane dreams. while awake after a dream in bed half asleep but still conscious, i heard this "voice", it didnt say a word but it was like "hmaarrh", upon which i became scared as shit. but it was a destinctive "voice" like occurence from in my head. is this the begginign of somthign bad?

i think its just nothing, but eh.

 

happens to the best and werst of us, you are somewhere in this range.