First sex was same sex

I'm a straight married male (for the last three plus decades). What no one who now knows me realizes is that my first few sexual encounters were with other males. My first encounter was me being blackmailed by another male. I had done something that I thought would get me in trouble. He became aware of it and told me to suck him or he would tell on me. He apparently had second thoughts himself and was having trouble staying hard but kept telling me, "don't quit". My jaws were aching but finally he came after about 45 minutes. He tore out. As far as I now he never told anyone and would not get near me after that. A couple of years later, some friends walked in on one local business man sucking another male and told us all about it. It was the talk of the town. A close friend of mine admitted fantasizing about it from that point on. I admitted the same and we met to try it out. He decided to back out, but I told him if we would just lick mine (I knew if he done this he wouldn't want anyone to know) that I would suck his. He did and I did. We met on a regular basis after this until I moved away a year later. During one of our subsequent meetings, I let him grease his penis up with A & D ointment and slide it into my butt. It felt pretty good, so I told him, "don't quit". I also introduced oral to a couple of other friends who then indicated they did not like giving it, but allowed me to do so after our initial encounters. After I moved across country, I did not have any long term male friends that I could be so open with. I had my first encounters with women and have been straight ever since.

 

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Hell NO most men don't! I'm pretty sure anyways. I have nothing against gays, but dude you definitly can't call yourselve straight after that. I personally just couldn't screw another dude because the thought of it makes me want to vomit. But i LOVE lesbian sex!

 

homosexual encounters are seriously fucked up...their on par with fucking children and animals in my book...

 

you're a douchebag then, youngnasty.
what you consider to be fucked up is your opinion.
and i don't think the author of this thread was looking for that kind of opinion. if think it's fucked up, then keep your mouth shut and don't post, especially since what you said really doesn't have much to do with the whole story.

 

i said "in my book" basically in my opinion

and it does add to the whole story...my opinion lol

 

yeah but it was rude and uncalled for. that's all i'm saying.

 

im tollerent of gays for the most part. but that doesnt mean they dont disgust me...

 

i disagree, he didnt know what women were like sexualy and once he found them he never turned back, weird story yes but im sure he can call himself straight if he wants to.

 

My first was the same sex also..she and I remained together for a long time...we were 14

 

yup youre gay.

 

why should that be the case? sexuality is never clear cut, omgimmatt.

 

young nasty. just shut up. no one really cares if YOU happen to find gays disgusting.
jesus, some of you need to be more tolerant!

 

1. i can say whatever the hell i want

2. your right no one has to care..im just ranting

3. im not exactly saying burn all the gays (just showing my disgust)

i feel homosexuals need to be helped (anti-gay pills?) because it is indeed a disorder (no procreational value of being gay)

 

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Does the lack of "procrational value" keep you from masturbating? Is menopause a "disorder"?

Since your evalution is driven by reproductive potential, how do you feel about adults having sex with 15 year old women? Should it be legal? (After all it does have procreational value.)

While infertile couples do "need help", I doubt that you'd support helping them become pregnant against their will. Would you support forcing "anti-gay pills" on people against their will?

 

im merely emphasizing that it is infact something wrong in their brain.

 

HAHA antigay pills? i think you need to take a "shut the fuck up" pill buddy.

 

you must be gay yourself, your taking all of this personally

 

nah, i'm not gay. i just have respect for all people.. that's all.