life sucks, i havent been high in 2 weeks, i reek of cigarettes right now, and have a shit of drawing homework to do
crap as fuck, drowning in my own bttomless well of depression, trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with me all of a sudden, and tryin to get enough £££ to get draw. all in all a complete waste of a horribly rainy and cold day. fuck!!!
Shitty. School fucking sucks. People fucking suck. My friends are all assholes and I'm sick of nearly everyone at my school. Oh well.
Well, fairly good. I am debt-free for the first time since I can remember, and it feels GREAT! My car is all paid off, my credit cards are all paid off, the money for my ticket is in the mailbox as I type this, just about to go on a cruise with my younger brother and jam some Pink Floyd. Only bad part is I have to be in to work at 4:30 tomorrow morning.
Hey man atleast you got friends..im not gonna lie but kids at school think im pretty cool, although i used to be the up there for most popular in the grade until i moved for a year, lost all my friends then moved back. But now everyone has there new high school friends and i aint got shit. And im to much of a pussy to call em up cause it would be akward..oh well im blazed now and life is good. For now...
eaxactly what i need a few friends U CAN TRUST with ur LIFE. i mean i have tons of friends but man theyre just well.... i dunno. i guess theres just nothing to do where i live at the mo so that what made all of em into such lazy bastards lol. i mean one of my best friends has been saying he can get shrroms in 20min for the last year, now that ive finnaly said yea- well ive been waiting for em for over 2weeks :S. unreliable all talk people
Yeah actually honestly I don't have a lot of friends anymore. I've become kind of an outcast haha damn. I have a few close friends but that's it. I'm fairly satisfied with it though and that's what counts, right?
lol hows life for you too smokindude? mines goin all good, got a couple cool friends to chill with, enough money to buy sufficient weed, a nice pipe and a bong, my music all survived my laptop crash, drawin a cool picture and taking decent enough classes. some that fuckin rock too... like eastern religion and fascism in europe. anyhow thats my bit, i hope everyones having a good enough day, and im baked. haha.
Well, i have the greatest grandparents ever, they literally support me, i just live my parents as well as them, who both are unemployed and got everything from mommy and daddy, but when the Welfare checks come it it mostly goes to drugs. Oh well, but i currently have a gram of dank kb, which is nice. Met a new dealer today, which was cool. Hate school though, too much peer pressure to do everything right and to please all. Plus my spanish class is pretty much hell on earth. But my life is great compared to some kids. Plus im a believer in God, which helps me get through the days. But as Nas says in the song "Lifes a bitch" on the cd "Illmatic", "Lifes a bitch and then ya die, thats we get high high, cause ya never know when ya gonna go, lifes a bitch thats why we puff lye.."
