Guys, I need your help...

oh i think you'd still have fun with him
just let it out
have some puddin, or something chocolate and delicious

 

i volenteer vengeful ghost.. punch him all you want

 

he'd probably enjoy it

 

Drink untill it doesn't matter anymore. Then you will be able to sleep.

 

I have been drinking. I fear that is what has busted my emotional dam...:&

 

exactly!

 

the thought of eating anything right now makes me nauseous.

 

it's never good to drink when you're upset..i'd say put away the alcohol for another happier night and just watch a sappy movie and eat a bunch of junk food edit: disregard the eating then
i have experience in sad drinking :H
first step is stop drinking

 

The thing is, I wasn't upset when I started drinking. Sappy movie, I own nary a one. And I can't even eat a cracker right now...

 

um what clams you down then?
meditate?
listen to some music?
smoke?
something to help calm your nerves

 

music would be nice...if my damned mp3 player weren't broken... I just had a cigarette, blah. I know what would be nice right now....whipping down on somebody's ass...yeah. that actually sounds appealing. i'd get laid right now if i could, but that's not an option right now...good grief.

 

Heather, you can PM me too, if you want. You know good and well that I have felt this way plenty of times myself. I'm the poster child for inner sadness.
I would recommend deep breathing, as corny as that sounds.
It will calm you down and ease some tension.
I haven't been drunk enough times in the past to know, but would eating bread absorb the alcohol, maybe make it leave your system faster? Drinking usually made me physically ill, and I ended up with my head over a toilet. Shoot, maybe doing that will get it out.

 

you know what cheers me up? thinking about all the things i do have that makes me happy, no matter how small, sometimes the simpler the better.

 

i dont think bread will absorb it right now, as it is already in my bloodstream. dammit...i know what i need, but it's just not available. *sigh*