Guys, I need your help...

...the alcohol is depressing the hell out of me, and I am trying my best not to have another fucking pity party right now.

 

**hugs**
whats the matter hun?
*tickle*tickle*

 

Long story short, it's hard to explain.

 

well what can i do to help?

 

Want me to take off my shirt and dance again?

 

Unfortunately, all I want to do right now is rip hair out. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. It's like all the anger I've had builidng up has come out in an emotional torrent of tears. I can't quit crying, and I don't even know what the hell I am crying about.

 

put on some good music.. you need a hula hoop

 

i'm to unbalanced for a hula hoop right now.

 

sometimes you just need to cry. letting emotions build up isn't good, it'll be overwhelming to deal with them all.

hope you can figure somethign out

 

see, even that made me cry. geez, i need to pull myself together...

 

weird in a way that we're all apart.. but all together...




"thank you, for inventing al gore the internet"

 

now i'm just lost, lol...

 

fitzy very right, just let it out...and like booga says even though we aren't there we are here for you
and i'm always here if you want to talk, even if it's long story i can handle long

 

I'm really sorry you feel like that. If it makes you feel better I feel kinda depressed myself tonight..... I'm not really sure why- just an overwhelming sadness.

If you want to talk about anything though you can always just pm me. I'm a good listener.

Oh and sometimes when I feel like this I realize the best thing is just to get some sleep. ((hugs))

 

now i'm really crying. and it's all silly, really, but something happened to me the other day that literally broke the straw in the camels back, and i dunno, today, i feel like something in me has died. and it's quite depressing actually.

 

i can't sleep. i have way too much flying around in my head right now. it's too cluttered right now, and i dont know how to clear my mind. somebody shoot me now, please.

 

Oh and Ill even let you have Conan first.

 

i don't believe i could have much fun with him right now...

 

No, you need to let it out. Crying is cathartic. And it does hormonal things that make you feel happier (well, less terrible), for the vast majority of peopel at least.

Fuck it. Cry. Scream. Beat your pillow up. If you'll feel even a smidge better afterwards, it's worth trying.

 

i'm a mess. i'm afraid if i let it get too far out of control, i won't be able to stop it. it has happened to me before.